1 00:00:09,501 --> 00:00:10,844 Darrell, please! 2 00:00:10,868 --> 00:00:12,643 [shower running] 3 00:00:12,667 --> 00:00:14,334 Open the fucking door! 4 00:00:15,667 --> 00:00:17,143 [pounding on door] 5 00:00:17,167 --> 00:00:18,267 Darrell! 6 00:00:19,968 --> 00:00:21,976 Open... the door, please. 7 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:24,443 Baby, open the door! 8 00:00:24,467 --> 00:00:25,634 Darrell! 9 00:00:27,968 --> 00:00:29,300 Open the door! 10 00:00:33,501 --> 00:00:34,868 Open the fuckin' door! 11 00:00:35,901 --> 00:00:37,777 [pounding] 12 00:00:37,801 --> 00:00:40,167 [thumping] 13 00:00:59,167 --> 00:01:00,577 [long sigh] 14 00:01:00,601 --> 00:01:03,210 [ring] 15 00:01:03,234 --> 00:01:04,267 [exhales slowly] 16 00:01:06,634 --> 00:01:08,634 [ring] 17 00:01:10,167 --> 00:01:12,643 [exhales slowly] 18 00:01:12,667 --> 00:01:13,810 [ring] 19 00:01:13,834 --> 00:01:15,844 Hey, you've reached Trevor. And Andie. 20 00:01:15,868 --> 00:01:18,510 We're not here right now, so just leave us a message. 21 00:01:18,534 --> 00:01:19,510 Or whatever. 22 00:01:19,534 --> 00:01:20,510 [exhales sharply, chuckles] 23 00:01:20,534 --> 00:01:21,577 [beep] 24 00:01:21,601 --> 00:01:23,343 I'm sorry. Answering machine? 25 00:01:23,367 --> 00:01:26,610 What could you possibly be doing this early? Uh, where's Andie? 26 00:01:26,634 --> 00:01:28,976 Like, since when has she had a life? 27 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:30,944 Anyway, I'm just calling to let you guys know 28 00:01:30,968 --> 00:01:32,376 that I got to New York safely. 29 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:35,643 Um... there's not a lot going on here. 30 00:01:35,667 --> 00:01:38,834 Oh, and you were right. L.A. guys are so much cuter than the guys here. 31 00:01:40,167 --> 00:01:41,910 [sigh] Anyway, um, 32 00:01:41,934 --> 00:01:44,376 I guess I'd better go, so... 33 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:46,276 I don't know, like, call me or whatever. 34 00:01:46,300 --> 00:01:47,300 Bye. 35 00:01:48,601 --> 00:01:49,601 [sigh] 36 00:01:52,834 --> 00:01:54,934 [shower running] 37 00:01:58,901 --> 00:01:59,901 Hey. 38 00:02:06,667 --> 00:02:07,968 [beeping] 39 00:02:14,300 --> 00:02:15,300 [moans] 40 00:02:18,367 --> 00:02:19,601 [groan] 41 00:02:20,767 --> 00:02:21,743 Ohh! 42 00:02:21,767 --> 00:02:23,801 [sobs, shivering] 43 00:02:25,167 --> 00:02:26,634 What? 44 00:02:29,968 --> 00:02:31,976 Everybody's looking... 45 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:33,477 for something... 46 00:02:33,501 --> 00:02:34,976 someone. 47 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:36,477 Everybody. 48 00:02:36,501 --> 00:02:37,677 What makes it interesting, though, 49 00:02:37,701 --> 00:02:40,710 is where they actually find themselves. 50 00:02:40,734 --> 00:02:43,334 I tend to find myself in the spaces in between. 51 00:02:44,634 --> 00:02:46,210 I think I found religion in that moment 52 00:02:46,234 --> 00:02:47,834 right before you really wake up... 53 00:02:49,133 --> 00:02:50,210 when you're still not sure 54 00:02:50,234 --> 00:02:51,834 what's real and what isn't. 55 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:54,477 Right there. 56 00:02:54,501 --> 00:02:56,710 It's got one fatal flaw, however. 57 00:02:56,734 --> 00:02:58,477 The shitty part... 58 00:02:58,501 --> 00:03:00,410 is that you always have to wake up. 59 00:03:00,434 --> 00:03:01,710 Okay. 60 00:03:01,734 --> 00:03:03,810 So, good news. 61 00:03:03,834 --> 00:03:04,910 Your, um... 62 00:03:04,934 --> 00:03:06,810 well, Darrell, he's stable. 63 00:03:06,834 --> 00:03:08,467 I think he's gonna be fine. 64 00:03:09,467 --> 00:03:11,310 Now, are you a relative? 65 00:03:11,334 --> 00:03:12,310 Not really. 66 00:03:12,334 --> 00:03:13,477 Okay. 67 00:03:13,501 --> 00:03:14,944 Um... 68 00:03:14,968 --> 00:03:17,410 Well, right now, he's still a little groggy from everything. 69 00:03:17,434 --> 00:03:19,477 Yeah. I know the drill. Right. 70 00:03:19,501 --> 00:03:22,176 Well, if you'd like, I could have a nurse show you to where he is. 71 00:03:22,200 --> 00:03:24,167 Technically, you're not allowed into the room. 72 00:03:25,334 --> 00:03:26,334 Technically. 73 00:03:27,334 --> 00:03:29,477 It's okay. Thanks. 74 00:03:29,501 --> 00:03:31,868 Um, actually, you'll want to go this way. 75 00:03:32,868 --> 00:03:34,009 No. Actually, 76 00:03:34,033 --> 00:03:35,133 I don't. 77 00:03:39,701 --> 00:03:41,677 ♪ Guess this is why ♪ 78 00:03:41,701 --> 00:03:43,043 ♪♪ [guitar] 79 00:03:43,067 --> 00:03:45,334 ♪ I just hate love ♪ 80 00:03:46,901 --> 00:03:49,000 ♪ 'Cause you're so pretty ♪ 81 00:03:50,601 --> 00:03:52,501 ♪ And I always fuck up ♪ 82 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:57,076 ♪ And I know ♪ 83 00:03:57,100 --> 00:04:01,810 ♪ I'm not that low or lonesome ♪ 84 00:04:01,834 --> 00:04:05,643 ♪ 'Cause I've got guilt and cigarettes ♪ 85 00:04:05,667 --> 00:04:09,934 [scream of rage] 86 00:04:11,667 --> 00:04:15,234 [scream] 87 00:04:18,334 --> 00:04:20,009 How long does it take? 88 00:04:20,033 --> 00:04:21,310 A minute? 89 00:04:21,334 --> 00:04:22,443 A week? 90 00:04:22,467 --> 00:04:23,467 A lifetime? 91 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:26,643 I know that patience is everything, 92 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:29,367 but what if people can't really change? 93 00:04:31,033 --> 00:04:33,810 Deep down, what if all we're really capable of doing 94 00:04:33,834 --> 00:04:35,477 is distracting everyone 95 00:04:35,501 --> 00:04:37,334 from what's actually going on underneath? 96 00:04:41,667 --> 00:04:42,643 [horn honks Go. 97 00:04:42,667 --> 00:04:43,810 Now. Go. 98 00:04:43,834 --> 00:04:45,143 Huh? 99 00:04:45,167 --> 00:04:46,477 It's green, faggot. Go. [horn honks] 100 00:04:46,501 --> 00:04:47,710 Oh, fuck. Sorry. 101 00:04:47,734 --> 00:04:48,944 What is your deal? 102 00:04:48,968 --> 00:04:51,477 Wow. Not wastin' any time, huh? 103 00:04:51,501 --> 00:04:53,910 [chuckles] You've been back in town for, what, 104 00:04:53,934 --> 00:04:54,944 all of 15 minutes? 105 00:04:54,968 --> 00:04:58,276 More like 45 if you count baggage claim. 106 00:04:58,300 --> 00:04:59,276 Right. 107 00:04:59,300 --> 00:05:00,376 And you definitely do 108 00:05:00,400 --> 00:05:02,710 have a lot of baggage, so... 109 00:05:02,734 --> 00:05:04,643 Oh, I'm sorry. Was that a joke? 110 00:05:04,667 --> 00:05:06,976 Because if you finally made a joke after all these years, 111 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:09,143 I totally will remember it. 112 00:05:09,167 --> 00:05:10,810 [forced laugh] 113 00:05:10,834 --> 00:05:13,810 It really hasn't been the same without you here. 114 00:05:13,834 --> 00:05:15,976 God, I know. I mean... 115 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:18,810 look at what happens when you're left to your own devices... 116 00:05:18,834 --> 00:05:21,043 [chuckling] even if it's just for a month. 117 00:05:21,067 --> 00:05:23,310 Excuse me? Come on, Andie's already filled me in 118 00:05:23,334 --> 00:05:25,810 on the whole Darrell situation. 119 00:05:25,834 --> 00:05:28,510 It hasbeen a month, right, or am I getting my dates wrong? 120 00:05:28,534 --> 00:05:29,743 She's already filled you in, you should know 121 00:05:29,767 --> 00:05:31,643 that everything's fine. Right. 122 00:05:31,667 --> 00:05:33,677 I mean, he's on methadone, 123 00:05:33,701 --> 00:05:35,109 he's an outpatient, 124 00:05:35,133 --> 00:05:36,976 and he's been going to meetings ever since. 125 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:38,844 Oh, wow, cool. 30 days. 126 00:05:38,868 --> 00:05:40,710 So it's totally gonna be different this time. 127 00:05:40,734 --> 00:05:42,567 God. Jake. 128 00:05:44,467 --> 00:05:45,944 He's one of my oldest friends. Okay? 129 00:05:45,968 --> 00:05:48,443 I don't think that losing your virginity 130 00:05:48,467 --> 00:05:51,868 to someone at age 16 automatically classifies you as lifelong friends. 131 00:05:53,267 --> 00:05:55,167 Why are you such an asshole? 132 00:05:56,167 --> 00:05:57,643 Just lucky, I guess. 133 00:05:57,667 --> 00:05:58,976 [chuckles] 134 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,067 [chuckles] 135 00:06:06,834 --> 00:06:09,400 [dog barks distantly] 136 00:06:20,834 --> 00:06:22,810 Hey. 137 00:06:22,834 --> 00:06:24,743 Where've you been? 138 00:06:24,767 --> 00:06:26,810 Remember I had to pick up Jake? 139 00:06:26,834 --> 00:06:28,501 [enthusiastically] Oh, yeah! 140 00:06:31,167 --> 00:06:32,243 Did you just wake up? 141 00:06:32,267 --> 00:06:33,810 Mm-hmm. 142 00:06:33,834 --> 00:06:36,043 I got some pills to help me sleep. 143 00:06:36,067 --> 00:06:37,067 [sniffles] 144 00:06:39,501 --> 00:06:42,009 From the clinic, baby. 145 00:06:42,033 --> 00:06:43,033 Oh. 146 00:06:44,501 --> 00:06:46,334 So, you actually, like, slept slept? 147 00:06:47,667 --> 00:06:48,710 Yeah, somethin' like that. 148 00:06:48,734 --> 00:06:50,343 [chuckles, sniffles] 149 00:06:50,367 --> 00:06:51,367 [clears throat] 150 00:06:52,367 --> 00:06:53,501 It's cold. 151 00:06:55,501 --> 00:06:57,334 Why don't you go get in the shower. 152 00:06:58,501 --> 00:07:00,643 Not unless you come with me. 153 00:07:00,667 --> 00:07:02,033 I already took one. 154 00:07:03,067 --> 00:07:04,501 Not with me, you haven't. 155 00:07:05,834 --> 00:07:06,834 No. 156 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:10,577 Now you get to make it up to me. D. 157 00:07:10,601 --> 00:07:12,200 You're comin' with me. 158 00:07:29,501 --> 00:07:30,501 Darrell. 159 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:34,033 All right. I'm getting in the shower. 160 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:44,567 Oops. 161 00:07:55,334 --> 00:07:56,443 [shower runs] 162 00:07:56,467 --> 00:07:58,343 God, it's, like, move on already. I mean, 163 00:07:58,367 --> 00:07:59,877 if they're really just friends, they should be trying 164 00:07:59,901 --> 00:08:01,643 to meet other guys, right? 165 00:08:01,667 --> 00:08:03,143 Whatever. It's just so pathetic 166 00:08:03,167 --> 00:08:04,976 that he still, like, trusts him. 167 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:07,243 I mean, I get first love and everything, 168 00:08:07,267 --> 00:08:10,210 but, like, I would never put up with some of the shit he has. 169 00:08:10,234 --> 00:08:11,844 Oh, hey! Ow! Fuck! 170 00:08:11,868 --> 00:08:12,976 God! Damn! 171 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,243 Wow! So... 172 00:08:15,267 --> 00:08:17,210 Trev. Hey, I'm actually glad you're here. 173 00:08:17,234 --> 00:08:19,643 Um, you see that water bottle over there? 174 00:08:19,667 --> 00:08:21,143 Yeah. 175 00:08:21,167 --> 00:08:23,243 Could you get it for me? 176 00:08:23,267 --> 00:08:25,210 God. I mean, you're so close to it. 177 00:08:25,234 --> 00:08:26,610 You're so lazy. 178 00:08:26,634 --> 00:08:29,076 Well, while I'm bleeding internally. 179 00:08:29,100 --> 00:08:30,601 We're taking a break. 180 00:08:33,033 --> 00:08:34,976 What are you guys up to tonight? 181 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:36,810 The same thing every respectable human being 182 00:08:36,834 --> 00:08:38,810 is up to on a Friday night... 183 00:08:38,834 --> 00:08:40,643 Chinese food and a movie. 184 00:08:40,667 --> 00:08:41,734 Right. 185 00:08:42,734 --> 00:08:44,009 You're not joining us? 186 00:08:44,033 --> 00:08:46,877 Oh, no. Trevor has other plans. 187 00:08:46,901 --> 00:08:48,510 You do. 188 00:08:48,534 --> 00:08:50,243 [Trevor] Yeah. No. 189 00:08:50,267 --> 00:08:52,143 What movie are you guys going to watch? 190 00:08:52,167 --> 00:08:54,610 Oh, something stupid so Andie can understand it. 191 00:08:54,634 --> 00:08:55,767 Oh, shut up. 192 00:08:56,834 --> 00:08:58,009 So, Trevor... weren't you, 193 00:08:58,033 --> 00:08:59,810 like, leaving or something? 194 00:08:59,834 --> 00:09:02,076 I believe I was, Great! 195 00:09:02,100 --> 00:09:03,100 Yeah. 196 00:09:04,100 --> 00:09:05,643 Oh, but before I go... 197 00:09:05,667 --> 00:09:07,810 Andie, can I get you anything? I mean... 198 00:09:07,834 --> 00:09:09,443 I've never seen you at such a late hour 199 00:09:09,467 --> 00:09:10,777 without a cocktail in your hand. 200 00:09:10,801 --> 00:09:12,677 [faked laugh] 201 00:09:12,701 --> 00:09:14,143 Well, now you have. 202 00:09:14,167 --> 00:09:15,643 Yeah. It's not in her hand 203 00:09:15,667 --> 00:09:17,767 'cause it's actually on the table. 204 00:09:20,334 --> 00:09:22,543 Mmm. You know what? Shouldn't you be leaving? 205 00:09:22,567 --> 00:09:24,477 So we can watch this? Fine. 206 00:09:24,501 --> 00:09:26,810 You two have a lovely evening. 207 00:09:26,834 --> 00:09:28,643 Mm-hmm. You, too. 208 00:09:28,667 --> 00:09:29,968 [Jake] Bye. 209 00:09:31,667 --> 00:09:34,777 Give you one guess where he's going tonight. 210 00:09:34,801 --> 00:09:37,643 At least one of us is having sex tonight. 211 00:09:37,667 --> 00:09:40,643 And by "us," I mean, like, out of Trevor and me. 212 00:09:40,667 --> 00:09:42,310 God knows you're not having sex. 213 00:09:42,334 --> 00:09:43,477 Hey. 214 00:09:43,501 --> 00:09:45,901 Oh, no. I mean, like, with another person. 215 00:09:48,734 --> 00:09:50,133 Get off me! 216 00:09:51,467 --> 00:09:52,877 Are you serious? No. [laughs] 217 00:09:52,901 --> 00:09:55,400 [dog barks in distance] 218 00:09:57,133 --> 00:09:59,367 D, it's okay. We don't have to go out. 219 00:10:00,434 --> 00:10:03,810 [sluggishly] No, baby. We can still go. 220 00:10:03,834 --> 00:10:06,067 Just give me a couple minutes. Okay? 221 00:10:07,167 --> 00:10:08,968 I'm just so tired. 222 00:10:09,968 --> 00:10:10,968 [exhales] 223 00:10:12,167 --> 00:10:13,534 Oh, it's probably... 224 00:10:14,701 --> 00:10:17,076 you know, what they have me on... 225 00:10:17,100 --> 00:10:19,976 you know, mixed with my... 226 00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:21,643 Yeah, well, shouldn't you only be taking those 227 00:10:21,667 --> 00:10:24,167 when you, like, having trouble sleeping? 228 00:10:25,634 --> 00:10:27,043 Baby, I'm fine. 229 00:10:27,067 --> 00:10:28,976 Oh. Right. 230 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:31,901 Right. You can't even stay awake anymore, so... 231 00:10:33,334 --> 00:10:34,634 I told you. 232 00:10:35,634 --> 00:10:37,734 They upped my methadone. 233 00:10:42,667 --> 00:10:44,567 Why don't you just go get in bed. 234 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:47,367 Come here, baby. 235 00:10:58,868 --> 00:11:00,100 [Darrell] Come on. 236 00:11:01,834 --> 00:11:03,467 Let's go celebrate. 237 00:11:04,467 --> 00:11:05,868 What are we celebrating? 238 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:11,601 [Darrell] You and me? 239 00:11:14,400 --> 00:11:16,434 [telephone rings] 240 00:11:20,400 --> 00:11:22,534 [ring] 241 00:11:25,167 --> 00:11:27,667 [indistinct chatter] 242 00:11:36,267 --> 00:11:38,501 [ring] 243 00:11:40,167 --> 00:11:41,143 [thud] 244 00:11:41,167 --> 00:11:43,976 ♪♪ [techno] 245 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:45,743 Guys, thank you so much for coming with me. 246 00:11:45,767 --> 00:11:47,643 You know how much I hate these parties. 247 00:11:47,667 --> 00:11:48,844 Probably even more than you do. 248 00:11:48,868 --> 00:11:50,009 ♪♪ [dance beat] 249 00:11:50,033 --> 00:11:52,968 Okay, well, so you hate them more. 250 00:11:56,567 --> 00:11:58,143 You're not allowed to hate me for it 251 00:11:58,167 --> 00:12:00,109 because my label's making me do it. 252 00:12:00,133 --> 00:12:01,109 Oh, is that so? 253 00:12:01,133 --> 00:12:02,267 For real. 254 00:12:03,267 --> 00:12:05,267 [Trevor] Okay. It's cool. 255 00:12:06,634 --> 00:12:07,976 Really, it's... 256 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:09,767 Doesn't matter that much. I'm... 257 00:12:10,767 --> 00:12:12,167 sure these people are great. 258 00:12:13,834 --> 00:12:15,100 [snorting chuckle] 259 00:12:17,234 --> 00:12:19,410 I... hate... the party. 260 00:12:19,434 --> 00:12:21,276 Mmm... mmm... mmm mmm. 261 00:12:21,300 --> 00:12:23,777 [rhythmically] I said I hate the people. 262 00:12:23,801 --> 00:12:26,276 ♪ I hate these people ♪ 263 00:12:26,300 --> 00:12:28,410 I hate this party. I hate these people. 264 00:12:28,434 --> 00:12:30,410 Shit. There's Mary C. Okay. 265 00:12:30,434 --> 00:12:31,794 Tell her I'm going to the bathroom. 266 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:35,410 That's what you'll tell her. Bathroom. 267 00:12:35,434 --> 00:12:37,234 Bathroom, bathroom, bathroom. 268 00:12:38,968 --> 00:12:40,968 ♪♪ [dance beat continues] 269 00:12:42,033 --> 00:12:43,009 Hey, hon. 270 00:12:43,033 --> 00:12:44,543 Hey, Mary C. 271 00:12:44,567 --> 00:12:45,810 Not you. 272 00:12:45,834 --> 00:12:46,910 Whatever! 273 00:12:46,934 --> 00:12:48,400 Where'd your friend go? 274 00:12:49,400 --> 00:12:50,376 Hey. 275 00:12:50,400 --> 00:12:51,400 You? 276 00:12:52,501 --> 00:12:55,210 Uh, Jake. Bathroom. 277 00:12:55,234 --> 00:12:57,109 [exasperated sigh] Where? 278 00:12:57,133 --> 00:12:59,376 Oh. Bathroom. Right. 279 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:00,677 You're an actor, right? 280 00:13:00,701 --> 00:13:02,743 Let me get your opinion on something. No. 281 00:13:02,767 --> 00:13:03,743 So... 282 00:13:03,767 --> 00:13:06,976 Wait. Did you just say, "No"? 283 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:09,477 Well, excuse the fuck out of me, Miss Queen of Sheba. 284 00:13:09,501 --> 00:13:11,243 I said "no" to being an actor. 285 00:13:11,267 --> 00:13:12,677 I'm not one. 286 00:13:12,701 --> 00:13:14,976 What was the question? 287 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:16,910 About what? If I had been an actor, 288 00:13:16,934 --> 00:13:20,143 what is it that you would've asked me? 289 00:13:20,167 --> 00:13:21,334 You wouldn't get it. 290 00:13:22,834 --> 00:13:24,143 Probably not. 291 00:13:24,167 --> 00:13:26,477 Well, shit, what the fuck is it that you do? 292 00:13:26,501 --> 00:13:28,610 I mean, if you're not an actor! What... [snickers] 293 00:13:28,634 --> 00:13:31,410 Um, I'm part of an elite organization 294 00:13:31,434 --> 00:13:33,701 of telephonic representatives. 295 00:13:34,834 --> 00:13:36,143 Yeah. 296 00:13:36,167 --> 00:13:39,777 I answer phones, like, for a living. 297 00:13:39,801 --> 00:13:40,810 Wow. 298 00:13:40,834 --> 00:13:42,810 Well, that's great. I mean really. 299 00:13:42,834 --> 00:13:44,210 That's... 300 00:13:44,234 --> 00:13:45,677 That's interesting. 301 00:13:45,701 --> 00:13:48,610 Um, well, good luck with that. 302 00:13:48,634 --> 00:13:51,910 Trust me. Hard work always pays off in the end. 303 00:13:51,934 --> 00:13:52,934 Okay? 304 00:13:55,834 --> 00:13:56,901 [scoffs] 305 00:14:02,167 --> 00:14:03,210 You look like you're having 306 00:14:03,234 --> 00:14:05,310 as bad a time as I am. 307 00:14:05,334 --> 00:14:07,810 [chuckles] That depends. 308 00:14:07,834 --> 00:14:09,976 Did you see that woman I was just talking to? 309 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:10,976 Yeah. 310 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:14,176 Have you had to talk to her yet? 311 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:15,243 Okay. 312 00:14:15,267 --> 00:14:16,777 Then I win. 313 00:14:16,801 --> 00:14:18,243 My time so far 314 00:14:18,267 --> 00:14:20,143 has been worse than yours. 315 00:14:20,167 --> 00:14:23,610 It was, like, the whole time she was talking to me, 316 00:14:23,634 --> 00:14:27,109 I just kept trying to wish myself back to a happier place, 317 00:14:27,133 --> 00:14:29,944 like, getting a colonoscopy or something. 318 00:14:29,968 --> 00:14:31,410 Normally takes me a hell of a lot longer 319 00:14:31,434 --> 00:14:34,443 to work my colon into the conversation, but... 320 00:14:34,467 --> 00:14:37,510 you just, like, right away got down to business. 321 00:14:37,534 --> 00:14:39,400 Mmm. Pun intended? Always. 322 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:43,410 I'm Trevor, by the way. 323 00:14:43,434 --> 00:14:45,143 Ah. Ephram. 324 00:14:45,167 --> 00:14:47,234 But, actually, we kinda met before. 325 00:14:48,234 --> 00:14:49,210 Kind of. 326 00:14:49,234 --> 00:14:50,810 Yeah. County. I was working 327 00:14:50,834 --> 00:14:52,176 the day you brought your friend in. 328 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:54,810 About a month ago. 329 00:14:54,834 --> 00:14:55,834 Shit. 330 00:14:56,934 --> 00:14:58,710 I wouldn't expect you to remember me. 331 00:14:58,734 --> 00:15:00,643 No. Yeah. 332 00:15:00,667 --> 00:15:01,901 Actually, I do. 333 00:15:02,901 --> 00:15:03,877 I think I might've been 334 00:15:03,901 --> 00:15:05,810 a little short with you that day. 335 00:15:05,834 --> 00:15:07,543 Well, you were sitting down. 336 00:15:07,567 --> 00:15:09,743 A doctor with a sense of humor. 337 00:15:09,767 --> 00:15:11,643 [chuckles] Yeah. Well, 338 00:15:11,667 --> 00:15:13,410 I'm still interning, so it'll be a while 339 00:15:13,434 --> 00:15:15,367 before anyone takes me too seriously. 340 00:15:17,734 --> 00:15:20,310 Well, sorry 341 00:15:20,334 --> 00:15:21,801 for being an asshole. 342 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:31,310 Do you want to get out of here? 343 00:15:31,334 --> 00:15:32,677 Like, right now? 344 00:15:32,701 --> 00:15:33,701 [chuckles] 345 00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:38,043 Pick a light. 346 00:15:38,067 --> 00:15:39,477 Do what, now? 347 00:15:39,501 --> 00:15:41,976 I do this thing with, um, building lights, 348 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,601 stars, whatever happens to be in view. 349 00:15:46,100 --> 00:15:49,643 See, you look out there, and there's all these amazing lights. 350 00:15:49,667 --> 00:15:52,976 Just a huge smattering of lights. 351 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:55,601 So what you do is you choose one, 352 00:15:57,167 --> 00:15:59,043 and describe what's happening there. 353 00:15:59,067 --> 00:16:00,810 Go ahead. 354 00:16:00,834 --> 00:16:01,810 Try it. 355 00:16:01,834 --> 00:16:03,510 Okay. 356 00:16:03,534 --> 00:16:05,810 So that light... 357 00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:06,810 right there. 358 00:16:06,834 --> 00:16:09,067 No, no, no. Don't show me. 359 00:16:10,133 --> 00:16:11,510 Just tell me. 360 00:16:11,534 --> 00:16:13,477 Is there a manual? I mean, 361 00:16:13,501 --> 00:16:14,677 I think this would be a lot easier 362 00:16:14,701 --> 00:16:16,276 if there were, like, a guide or something. 363 00:16:16,300 --> 00:16:17,510 I'm your guide. 364 00:16:17,534 --> 00:16:18,677 Now, do it. 365 00:16:18,701 --> 00:16:20,634 I'm looking at this light. Good. 366 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:23,976 And I see... 367 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:25,067 um... 368 00:16:27,334 --> 00:16:30,133 a young boy sitting in his room. 369 00:16:31,501 --> 00:16:33,000 He may be 12. 370 00:16:34,667 --> 00:16:36,976 He's just gotten into this huge fight with his dad, 371 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:39,777 and it's one of those fights that end up 372 00:16:39,801 --> 00:16:42,677 being bigger than the people having it, and... 373 00:16:42,701 --> 00:16:44,944 this time, he's not so sure 374 00:16:44,968 --> 00:16:47,677 they'll be able to get past it. So he just 375 00:16:47,701 --> 00:16:49,801 hugs his knees closer to his chest, 376 00:16:51,000 --> 00:16:53,200 and dreams of someday getting away. 377 00:16:58,834 --> 00:17:00,200 You can really see that. 378 00:17:01,501 --> 00:17:02,944 Great eyes. 379 00:17:02,968 --> 00:17:05,243 Shut up. I'm playing your game. 380 00:17:05,267 --> 00:17:06,443 Don't make fun of me. 381 00:17:06,467 --> 00:17:07,610 I wasn't. 382 00:17:07,634 --> 00:17:10,234 You do have great eyes. Scout's honor. 383 00:17:12,334 --> 00:17:14,710 Yeah, I was never a scout. 384 00:17:14,734 --> 00:17:18,067 I don't know if I should be asking this, but... 385 00:17:19,667 --> 00:17:22,000 I've just really been wondering how your friend is doing. 386 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:25,976 He's fine. 387 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:26,976 Is he still... 388 00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:28,477 No. I mean... 389 00:17:28,501 --> 00:17:30,310 At least, I don't think... I mean... 390 00:17:30,334 --> 00:17:31,743 He's on methadone, so... 391 00:17:31,767 --> 00:17:33,310 Oh. Okay. 392 00:17:33,334 --> 00:17:35,100 So you guys still do see each other, then. 393 00:17:36,501 --> 00:17:37,934 Yeah. We're still friends. 394 00:17:40,501 --> 00:17:42,067 Are you still more than friends? 395 00:17:43,067 --> 00:17:44,043 Consider me single. 396 00:17:44,067 --> 00:17:45,234 Good. 397 00:17:46,334 --> 00:17:47,334 For you. 398 00:17:49,834 --> 00:17:50,834 [chuckles] 399 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,133 And for me. 400 00:17:54,167 --> 00:17:55,167 [soft chuckle] 401 00:17:56,167 --> 00:17:57,477 I don't... really 402 00:17:57,501 --> 00:17:59,376 know how to respond to that. [chuckles] 403 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:00,467 [soft chuckle] 404 00:18:18,367 --> 00:18:19,844 ♪ It was cuddle once ♪ 405 00:18:19,868 --> 00:18:21,510 ♪ Now it's doin' circles on the floor ♪ 406 00:18:21,534 --> 00:18:22,743 ♪ Like another dust ♪ 407 00:18:22,767 --> 00:18:23,944 ♪ Sarcasm won't cut it anymore ♪ 408 00:18:23,968 --> 00:18:25,310 ♪ Where do the winning go? ♪ 409 00:18:25,334 --> 00:18:27,976 ♪ And bein' right becomes a fucking bore ♪ 410 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:30,976 ♪ Same as the last one before ♪ 411 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:33,310 ♪ Don't look at me forlorn ♪ 412 00:18:33,334 --> 00:18:34,910 ♪ Oh... oh... ♪ 413 00:18:34,934 --> 00:18:37,610 ♪ We know ♪ 414 00:18:37,634 --> 00:18:39,543 ♪ Better ♪ Mmm... 415 00:18:39,567 --> 00:18:40,567 Come here. 416 00:18:41,834 --> 00:18:43,310 Come here. All right. Look. Look. 417 00:18:43,334 --> 00:18:44,777 What's wrong? I don't want to have to do this, 418 00:18:44,801 --> 00:18:46,510 Okay, but you have to go now. 419 00:18:46,534 --> 00:18:47,976 Come on. 420 00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:49,510 Now. You have to go. 421 00:18:49,534 --> 00:18:51,143 Oh, fuck! 422 00:18:51,167 --> 00:18:52,677 Oh, my God. 423 00:18:52,701 --> 00:18:53,677 Here. 424 00:18:53,701 --> 00:18:54,677 Get dressed. 425 00:18:54,701 --> 00:18:56,243 It's too early. 426 00:18:56,267 --> 00:18:57,267 Oh, God. 427 00:18:59,167 --> 00:19:00,467 No, no. Come on. Here. 428 00:19:01,801 --> 00:19:02,777 Just... 429 00:19:02,801 --> 00:19:03,801 go. 430 00:19:04,801 --> 00:19:07,043 Oh, I... I'm so sorry. 431 00:19:07,067 --> 00:19:08,610 I'm sorry for whatever it is 432 00:19:08,634 --> 00:19:10,143 I did last night. 433 00:19:10,167 --> 00:19:11,643 Oh, God. 434 00:19:11,667 --> 00:19:13,000 You shouldn't be. 435 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:15,310 Can I call you? 436 00:19:15,334 --> 00:19:16,334 No. 437 00:19:17,334 --> 00:19:18,334 Go on. 438 00:19:19,334 --> 00:19:20,334 God. 439 00:19:22,667 --> 00:19:25,043 Why are you being so loud? Ohh! Fuck. 440 00:19:25,067 --> 00:19:27,567 You asshole. How did you even get in here? 441 00:19:28,834 --> 00:19:30,976 That's a good question. 442 00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:32,510 I don't have the answer. 443 00:19:32,534 --> 00:19:34,376 Ohh... 444 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:38,176 ♪ 'Cause you're not gonna start ♪ 445 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:39,477 ♪ You're not gonna ♪ 446 00:19:39,501 --> 00:19:42,300 ♪ Start ♪ 447 00:19:43,434 --> 00:19:45,410 ♪ Is your body strong enough ♪ 448 00:19:45,434 --> 00:19:48,777 ♪ To put up with your antics? ♪ 449 00:19:48,801 --> 00:19:54,443 ♪ Behaving like a couple of careless romantics ♪ 450 00:19:54,467 --> 00:19:57,310 ♪ Whatever you want ♪ 451 00:19:57,334 --> 00:20:00,143 ♪ Whatever it costs ♪ 452 00:20:00,167 --> 00:20:02,643 ♪ What you do ♪ 453 00:20:02,667 --> 00:20:05,877 ♪ Your paths don't get stuck ♪ 454 00:20:05,901 --> 00:20:07,243 ♪ We ♪ 455 00:20:07,267 --> 00:20:08,743 ♪ Know ♪ 456 00:20:08,767 --> 00:20:11,343 ♪ Better ♪ 457 00:20:11,367 --> 00:20:14,109 ♪ When'll it all stop? ♪ 458 00:20:14,133 --> 00:20:16,810 ♪ When's it gonna stop? ♪ 459 00:20:16,834 --> 00:20:19,477 ♪ Would you ♪ 460 00:20:19,501 --> 00:20:22,310 ♪ Let her ♪ 461 00:20:22,334 --> 00:20:24,400 ♪ Go and not... ♪ 462 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:26,810 What are you doing? 463 00:20:26,834 --> 00:20:28,334 Getting ready for work. 464 00:20:29,367 --> 00:20:30,367 Oh. 465 00:20:31,367 --> 00:20:33,643 Did you just walk by me? 466 00:20:33,667 --> 00:20:34,667 No. 467 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:37,000 Oh. 468 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:40,343 God, Why is your couch so 469 00:20:40,367 --> 00:20:41,367 uncomfortable? 470 00:20:42,367 --> 00:20:43,510 Why did you drink so much 471 00:20:43,534 --> 00:20:45,014 that you had to spend the night on it? 472 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:46,976 Tou... 473 00:20:47,000 --> 00:20:48,176 What? 474 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:49,677 God, I was gonna say "touché," 475 00:20:49,701 --> 00:20:51,310 but I didn't feel like finishing it. 476 00:20:51,334 --> 00:20:52,410 Now I have. 477 00:20:52,434 --> 00:20:54,143 [sigh] God. By the way, 478 00:20:54,167 --> 00:20:56,543 if you hadn't left me at the party... 479 00:20:56,567 --> 00:20:59,267 I might not have floated back to your place like an alcoholic blimp. 480 00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:01,901 Where'd you go, anyway? 481 00:21:04,667 --> 00:21:07,143 Wait. How did you even get in here? 482 00:21:07,167 --> 00:21:09,376 God, why does everyone keep asking me that? 483 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:10,801 I don't know. 484 00:21:12,834 --> 00:21:15,643 Where's the guitar you never use? 485 00:21:15,667 --> 00:21:17,410 You don't live here, you know. 486 00:21:17,434 --> 00:21:18,434 [sigh] 487 00:21:19,834 --> 00:21:20,834 Found it. 488 00:21:30,834 --> 00:21:32,043 You seem weird. 489 00:21:32,067 --> 00:21:33,810 What are you doing? 490 00:21:33,834 --> 00:21:36,100 Are you, like... smiling for some reason? 491 00:21:37,234 --> 00:21:38,577 For real. Are you fantasizing 492 00:21:38,601 --> 00:21:39,710 about unicorns again? 493 00:21:39,734 --> 00:21:41,477 Yes, Jake. 494 00:21:41,501 --> 00:21:42,710 Well, I didn't mean to interrupt. 495 00:21:42,734 --> 00:21:45,310 Please continue with your faggotry. 496 00:21:45,334 --> 00:21:46,643 Thanks. 497 00:21:46,667 --> 00:21:48,276 [sigh] 498 00:21:48,300 --> 00:21:49,834 There you go again. 499 00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:55,777 Okay. So, maybe I am just a little more 500 00:21:55,801 --> 00:21:57,844 whatever than yesterday. 501 00:21:57,868 --> 00:22:01,376 Yeah. You are weirder than yesterday. 502 00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:02,577 Shh. 503 00:22:02,601 --> 00:22:03,577 Don't talk. 504 00:22:03,601 --> 00:22:04,667 Just play. 505 00:22:06,501 --> 00:22:11,968 ♪♪ [plucking melody] 506 00:22:14,501 --> 00:22:16,910 Yeah, so I was thinking about becoming a vegetarian. 507 00:22:16,934 --> 00:22:17,910 What? 508 00:22:17,934 --> 00:22:19,176 No meat. 509 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,310 I know what it means, Jake. 510 00:22:21,334 --> 00:22:23,343 Look. I'm sorry to say this, 511 00:22:23,367 --> 00:22:24,910 But your meat-eating habits 512 00:22:24,934 --> 00:22:27,176 are the only thing currently distinguishing you from lesbian. 513 00:22:27,200 --> 00:22:28,410 [laughs] 514 00:22:28,434 --> 00:22:29,643 Honestly, if you do that, 515 00:22:29,667 --> 00:22:31,777 you'll become a full-fledged carpet muncher. 516 00:22:31,801 --> 00:22:33,276 That is so gross. 517 00:22:33,300 --> 00:22:34,610 It's true. 518 00:22:34,634 --> 00:22:36,510 I mean, nothing against lesbians, you know? 519 00:22:36,534 --> 00:22:38,477 I have an aunt who's a lesbian. 520 00:22:38,501 --> 00:22:41,944 Oh, my God, I love it. It's like when that soccer mom in the south is all, 521 00:22:41,968 --> 00:22:45,810 'seriously, though, I have a black friend at work." 522 00:22:45,834 --> 00:22:47,076 You know I was just... 523 00:22:47,100 --> 00:22:50,000 joking about lesbians though, right? Totally. 524 00:22:51,667 --> 00:22:53,100 I-I love them. 525 00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,610 ♪ We drift across the table ♪ 526 00:22:57,634 --> 00:23:00,076 ♪ Then real loads of birds ♪ 527 00:23:00,100 --> 00:23:02,109 So, back to me becoming a vegetarian. 528 00:23:02,133 --> 00:23:04,410 You know, animal protein isn't all that good for you. 529 00:23:04,434 --> 00:23:05,743 I've been talking to Deanne about it 530 00:23:05,767 --> 00:23:07,043 'cause she's, like, a vegan. 531 00:23:07,067 --> 00:23:08,376 Yeah. Well... 532 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:10,443 she's also a Wicca. 533 00:23:10,467 --> 00:23:11,443 Oh, yeah. 534 00:23:11,467 --> 00:23:13,100 Fuck. 535 00:23:17,834 --> 00:23:19,743 I'm sure I told him 7:00. 536 00:23:19,767 --> 00:23:21,477 God, he'll be here. 537 00:23:21,501 --> 00:23:23,376 And hopefully, so will my drink. 538 00:23:23,400 --> 00:23:25,109 How did you get yours already? 539 00:23:25,133 --> 00:23:26,677 Did you get sex? 540 00:23:26,701 --> 00:23:27,777 What? 541 00:23:27,801 --> 00:23:29,477 Sex on the beach. 542 00:23:29,501 --> 00:23:30,543 Oh. [laughs] 543 00:23:30,567 --> 00:23:32,176 I know how much you love those cunty drinks, 544 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:33,610 so I just, like, assumed. Right. 545 00:23:33,634 --> 00:23:35,810 What did you think I was talking about? 546 00:23:35,834 --> 00:23:37,310 I'm so sorry I'm late. 547 00:23:37,334 --> 00:23:39,944 Oh, you should be sorry about how much you're sweating. 548 00:23:39,968 --> 00:23:40,944 Is everything okay? 549 00:23:40,968 --> 00:23:41,944 Yeah. No. 550 00:23:41,968 --> 00:23:43,643 Everything's fine. 551 00:23:43,667 --> 00:23:45,643 Just... a little mix-up. 552 00:23:45,667 --> 00:23:47,510 Darrell borrowed my car, and he was supposed to pick me up. 553 00:23:47,534 --> 00:23:49,777 But he got tied up with something, so... 554 00:23:49,801 --> 00:23:52,143 Why didn't you just call one of us? 555 00:23:52,167 --> 00:23:54,976 Yeah. No. See... 556 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:56,934 Okay. He... 557 00:23:58,167 --> 00:23:59,443 Okay. Um... 558 00:23:59,467 --> 00:24:01,643 He forgot to call me ahead of time, 559 00:24:01,667 --> 00:24:06,477 and by the time that I got done with work, 560 00:24:06,501 --> 00:24:10,043 uh, he didn't have reception where he was, so... 561 00:24:10,067 --> 00:24:12,310 I kinda waited for, like, a while 562 00:24:12,334 --> 00:24:14,167 before I heard from him, so... 563 00:24:15,834 --> 00:24:17,934 So, how did you get here? 564 00:24:20,334 --> 00:24:22,310 I just walked. 565 00:24:22,334 --> 00:24:24,343 You walked... all the way from work? 566 00:24:24,367 --> 00:24:26,000 Yes, I walked. 567 00:24:27,667 --> 00:24:29,434 One foot in front of the other. 568 00:24:31,334 --> 00:24:33,310 It's not that big of a deal. Can we just, like, 569 00:24:33,334 --> 00:24:34,334 move on? 570 00:24:35,334 --> 00:24:36,477 [Andie] Okay. 571 00:24:36,501 --> 00:24:38,200 Moving on. 572 00:24:39,667 --> 00:24:41,944 Okay. So, I met someone last night. 573 00:24:41,968 --> 00:24:42,944 [laughs] 574 00:24:42,968 --> 00:24:44,910 [coughs] See, I knew it. 575 00:24:44,934 --> 00:24:46,276 Now, when you say 'someone," 576 00:24:46,300 --> 00:24:48,143 like, what exactly do you mean? 577 00:24:48,167 --> 00:24:49,976 Oh, my God. 578 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,443 Can I take that back? I didn't mean No. 579 00:24:51,467 --> 00:24:52,710 To tell you guys that. Sorry, 580 00:24:52,734 --> 00:24:54,777 there's no take-backs at this table. 581 00:24:54,801 --> 00:24:55,810 So talk about it. 582 00:24:55,834 --> 00:24:57,944 So... the other night, 583 00:24:57,968 --> 00:24:59,777 when you left me at the party with Mary C... 584 00:24:59,801 --> 00:25:00,868 Mm-hmm... [chuckles] 585 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:07,267 So, do you take all your dates to a parking lot? 586 00:25:08,834 --> 00:25:10,601 So this is a date, huh? 587 00:25:11,868 --> 00:25:14,243 No, I... [laughing] I didn't mean 588 00:25:14,267 --> 00:25:16,143 date like that. I didn't mean to say 'date." 589 00:25:16,167 --> 00:25:18,810 I... I know it's not a date. 590 00:25:18,834 --> 00:25:20,443 [chuckles] I mean... 591 00:25:20,467 --> 00:25:21,777 technically, we just met... 592 00:25:21,801 --> 00:25:24,243 so... it wouldn't... even... 593 00:25:24,267 --> 00:25:25,877 [laughs] 594 00:25:25,901 --> 00:25:27,877 I should just stop talking, huh? Yeah. 595 00:25:27,901 --> 00:25:29,677 [chuckles] Under the stars? 596 00:25:29,701 --> 00:25:30,777 Oh, my God. 597 00:25:30,801 --> 00:25:32,210 So, what does this mean? 598 00:25:32,234 --> 00:25:34,376 What do you think? Trevor's in lurve... again. 599 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:35,677 Very funny. Oh, come on. 600 00:25:35,701 --> 00:25:37,310 You guys kissed. In Trevor terms, 601 00:25:37,334 --> 00:25:38,743 you're, like, practically married already. 602 00:25:38,767 --> 00:25:40,477 It doesn't mean anything, necessarily. 603 00:25:40,501 --> 00:25:42,443 Okay? It was just... really nice. 604 00:25:42,467 --> 00:25:44,276 Well, does it mean you're finally over Darrell? 605 00:25:44,300 --> 00:25:45,810 Because to be honest, I was kind of 606 00:25:45,834 --> 00:25:47,910 getting sick of the whole pseudo friendship thing. 607 00:25:47,934 --> 00:25:49,243 It was just wrong. 608 00:25:49,267 --> 00:25:51,467 Andie, you are way out of line! 609 00:25:53,334 --> 00:25:55,743 I'm sorry. What are we talking about? [laughs] 610 00:25:55,767 --> 00:25:57,076 [laughs] Andie, 611 00:25:57,100 --> 00:25:58,976 I'm not having this discussion again. 612 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:00,976 Darrell's clean. Okay? 613 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,043 [snickers] That's all you need to know. 614 00:26:03,067 --> 00:26:04,443 It's really none of your business, anyway. 615 00:26:04,467 --> 00:26:05,743 Oh, it's not? No. 616 00:26:05,767 --> 00:26:07,510 You've been making it my business 617 00:26:07,534 --> 00:26:08,643 for quite some time now. 618 00:26:08,667 --> 00:26:09,710 Have I. Uh-huh. 619 00:26:09,734 --> 00:26:11,777 Okay, well, obviously, he's not anymore, 620 00:26:11,801 --> 00:26:13,610 so can both of you please just drop it? Anything else? 621 00:26:13,634 --> 00:26:14,810 Hi. I'm sorry. 622 00:26:14,834 --> 00:26:16,610 My friends are fighting, so could you bring us 623 00:26:16,634 --> 00:26:17,910 some more drinks? 'Cause their friendship, 624 00:26:17,934 --> 00:26:19,434 like, totally depends on it. 625 00:26:25,234 --> 00:26:27,143 You happy now? 626 00:26:27,167 --> 00:26:28,777 There's more liquor coming, bitch. 627 00:26:28,801 --> 00:26:30,076 [Trevor, Andie laugh] 628 00:26:30,100 --> 00:26:32,810 Okay. So, it'll be a summer wedding. 629 00:26:32,834 --> 00:26:34,243 Jake, shut up already. 630 00:26:34,267 --> 00:26:36,643 Hey, who's your maid of honor gonna be, 631 00:26:36,667 --> 00:26:38,143 me or Jake? [chuckles] 632 00:26:38,167 --> 00:26:39,976 Great. So you're playing along now, too? 633 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:41,443 Mm-hmm. Oh, come on, Andie, don't you think 634 00:26:41,467 --> 00:26:44,310 flower girl's a little more your speed? [laughs] 635 00:26:44,334 --> 00:26:47,710 Yeah. Even though this conversation is thrilling and all, 636 00:26:47,734 --> 00:26:49,510 I really didn't get much sleep last night. 637 00:26:49,534 --> 00:26:51,443 So... can we just, like, go? 638 00:26:51,467 --> 00:26:52,467 [giggling] 639 00:26:56,667 --> 00:26:57,743 Hey, you. 640 00:26:57,767 --> 00:26:59,643 [laughing] Oh, hey! 641 00:26:59,667 --> 00:27:01,634 Guys, this is, um... 642 00:27:02,834 --> 00:27:04,276 Richard. Richard. 643 00:27:04,300 --> 00:27:07,143 Right. I mean, these are my friends, um, Trevor 644 00:27:07,167 --> 00:27:08,143 and Andie. 645 00:27:08,167 --> 00:27:10,143 Hi. Nice to meet you. Hi. 646 00:27:10,167 --> 00:27:13,143 So, wow, you're... you're here. What are you... 647 00:27:13,167 --> 00:27:14,477 What are you doing here? 648 00:27:14,501 --> 00:27:17,376 Oh, shut up. Don't be so silly. [chuckle] 649 00:27:17,400 --> 00:27:19,477 Well, too bad I didn't know you guys were out here. 650 00:27:19,501 --> 00:27:20,910 I've been bartending all night. 651 00:27:20,934 --> 00:27:22,343 I could've hooked you guys up or something. 652 00:27:22,367 --> 00:27:23,343 Oh, really? 653 00:27:23,367 --> 00:27:25,410 Yeah. [chuckles] Well, I'm sorry. 654 00:27:25,434 --> 00:27:27,376 I'd stay, but I promised some friends I'd stop by 655 00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:29,143 as soon as I got cut, so...[chuckle] 656 00:27:29,167 --> 00:27:31,443 Not a big deal. We were totally just leaving. 657 00:27:31,467 --> 00:27:32,810 All right. Well, you need 658 00:27:32,834 --> 00:27:35,710 to call me 'cause I want to go out this weekend. 659 00:27:35,734 --> 00:27:37,643 All right. Well, it was nice to meet you guys. 660 00:27:37,667 --> 00:27:39,844 And, you... call me. 661 00:27:39,868 --> 00:27:40,934 [chuckles] 662 00:27:46,334 --> 00:27:48,143 Yeah, I hate him. 663 00:27:48,167 --> 00:27:50,477 You're the one who fucked him. 664 00:27:50,501 --> 00:27:51,976 You're right. [chuckles] 665 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:53,643 I don't hate him. 666 00:27:53,667 --> 00:27:55,143 I hate her. 667 00:27:55,167 --> 00:27:56,167 [chortles] 668 00:27:57,167 --> 00:27:58,467 You're in trouble. [giggling] 669 00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:02,334 May I have the keys? 670 00:28:03,334 --> 00:28:05,310 [chuckles] Sorry about earlier. 671 00:28:05,334 --> 00:28:06,434 Me, too. 672 00:28:08,834 --> 00:28:09,810 Oh, my God. 673 00:28:09,834 --> 00:28:10,810 What? 674 00:28:10,834 --> 00:28:11,968 I know that guy. 675 00:28:13,467 --> 00:28:15,643 He used to be Darrell's dealer. 676 00:28:15,667 --> 00:28:17,143 So... 677 00:28:17,167 --> 00:28:20,376 And that's my car. You gotta be fucking 678 00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:21,376 kidding me. 679 00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,234 [car driving off] Trevor. 680 00:28:25,601 --> 00:28:26,634 [sigh] 681 00:28:30,367 --> 00:28:32,534 [tapping beat] 682 00:28:37,667 --> 00:28:38,667 [whispers] No. 683 00:28:42,834 --> 00:28:44,777 Watching and waiting... 684 00:28:44,801 --> 00:28:45,777 telling time. 685 00:28:45,801 --> 00:28:46,976 Telling lies... 686 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,743 half-truths, whole truths, 687 00:28:48,767 --> 00:28:50,976 and nothing but the truths. 688 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:52,677 There is no truth. 689 00:28:52,701 --> 00:28:54,334 At least none that I can discern. 690 00:28:58,167 --> 00:28:59,810 Veterinarian's office. 691 00:28:59,834 --> 00:29:01,976 I like that. 692 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:03,743 See? I've gotten a lot better at this game. 693 00:29:03,767 --> 00:29:06,777 So, let's play my game now. 694 00:29:06,801 --> 00:29:07,877 You have a game. Yes. 695 00:29:07,901 --> 00:29:09,767 It's not so much a game, really. 696 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:12,677 It's just more like you divulging 697 00:29:12,701 --> 00:29:14,810 personal information. And, go. 698 00:29:14,834 --> 00:29:16,434 Wait, wait, wait. Hold up. Like what? 699 00:29:17,434 --> 00:29:19,343 Like past relationships. 700 00:29:19,367 --> 00:29:21,934 Oh. So, this isa game. 701 00:29:23,067 --> 00:29:24,976 Okay, what do you want to know? 702 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:26,976 Just give me the big stuff. 703 00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:30,343 Any particular ex-boyfriends that I should know about? 704 00:29:30,367 --> 00:29:31,367 Um... 705 00:29:34,834 --> 00:29:35,934 Not really. 706 00:29:37,167 --> 00:29:39,976 Come on, just... think of something. 707 00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:41,934 I don't know. [sigh] 708 00:29:42,968 --> 00:29:44,376 I guess most of my relationships 709 00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:46,033 have been pretty insignificant. 710 00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:49,410 Seems like a lot of the guys out here 711 00:29:49,434 --> 00:29:51,976 aren't looking for the same thing I am. 712 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:53,133 And what's that? 713 00:29:54,501 --> 00:29:55,534 Everything. 714 00:29:57,834 --> 00:29:58,834 Destiny. 715 00:30:00,133 --> 00:30:02,743 And no one's lived up to that yet. 716 00:30:02,767 --> 00:30:03,743 Not really. 717 00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:04,976 Ask me again 718 00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:06,300 in a little while, though. 719 00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:10,677 So cheesy. 720 00:30:10,701 --> 00:30:11,877 Ohh... [chuckles] 721 00:30:11,901 --> 00:30:12,877 [laughs] 722 00:30:12,901 --> 00:30:14,310 You think that's funny, huh? 723 00:30:14,334 --> 00:30:16,009 Mm-hmm. You think that's funny. 724 00:30:16,033 --> 00:30:17,477 Yep. 725 00:30:17,501 --> 00:30:20,477 Huh? What about this? Is this funny? 726 00:30:20,501 --> 00:30:21,643 Hyuh. 727 00:30:21,667 --> 00:30:22,643 Arghh. 728 00:30:22,667 --> 00:30:23,877 Huh? 729 00:30:23,901 --> 00:30:25,501 No, not really. 730 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:32,477 You're really not ticklish. 731 00:30:32,501 --> 00:30:34,133 Nor am I five years old. 732 00:30:35,300 --> 00:30:36,300 Mmm... 733 00:30:41,234 --> 00:30:42,210 Mmm... 734 00:30:42,234 --> 00:30:43,300 Mmm. 735 00:30:44,501 --> 00:30:46,176 Mmm! Mmm! 736 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:47,176 [exhales] 737 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:48,176 Uhh... 738 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:49,667 Uhh. [laughs] 739 00:30:51,334 --> 00:30:52,310 Ohh... 740 00:30:52,334 --> 00:30:53,434 [chuckles] 741 00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:05,976 I should go get something to clean up. 742 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,143 Don't. Just wait a minute? 743 00:31:08,167 --> 00:31:09,143 Are you sure? 744 00:31:09,167 --> 00:31:10,167 Yeah. 745 00:31:14,834 --> 00:31:15,834 That was amazing. 746 00:31:16,834 --> 00:31:18,877 Yeah, I could tell. 747 00:31:18,901 --> 00:31:20,976 What? 748 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:22,976 Babe, for at least a minute, you sounded 749 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,133 like a 12-year-old cheerleader. [laughs] 750 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,310 What can I say? 751 00:31:29,334 --> 00:31:31,810 [chuckles] 752 00:31:31,834 --> 00:31:33,276 It was very athletic. 753 00:31:33,300 --> 00:31:34,276 [laughs] Mmm. 754 00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:35,300 [laughs] 755 00:31:43,834 --> 00:31:46,501 It's really nice that you cooked lunch at my place today. 756 00:31:47,634 --> 00:31:49,000 Where did that come from? 757 00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:51,167 I don't know. 758 00:31:53,834 --> 00:31:54,834 Just thinking. 759 00:31:56,501 --> 00:31:58,167 It's kind of like we live together. 760 00:31:59,667 --> 00:32:01,243 Yeah. Yeah? 761 00:32:01,267 --> 00:32:02,501 [both chuckle] 762 00:32:04,334 --> 00:32:06,176 Did you ever play house when you were a kid? 763 00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,410 Oh, my God. You are a 12-year-old girl. 764 00:32:08,434 --> 00:32:11,310 Shut up. No. 765 00:32:11,334 --> 00:32:12,334 No. 766 00:32:14,167 --> 00:32:15,710 I was just thinking of how nice it would be 767 00:32:15,734 --> 00:32:18,976 to stop playinghouse. 768 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:21,109 Well, babe, I don't think any of the other little girls 769 00:32:21,133 --> 00:32:24,043 would still want to be your friend if you gave that up. 770 00:32:24,067 --> 00:32:25,443 Oh, shut up! [growls] 771 00:32:25,467 --> 00:32:26,467 [chuckles] 772 00:32:28,167 --> 00:32:30,143 Wait. What's going on? 773 00:32:30,167 --> 00:32:33,043 [gasp] Are you perhaps truly ticklish? 774 00:32:33,067 --> 00:32:34,310 [chuckles] [gasp] 775 00:32:34,334 --> 00:32:35,710 I'm not. Aaahh! 776 00:32:35,734 --> 00:32:36,710 Stop. 777 00:32:36,734 --> 00:32:38,810 [laughing] Stop it, I'm not! 778 00:32:38,834 --> 00:32:40,376 Uncle! 779 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:41,934 [laughs] 780 00:32:43,501 --> 00:32:45,310 What did you say to me? 781 00:32:45,334 --> 00:32:46,376 Uncle. 782 00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:47,710 To get you to stop. 783 00:32:47,734 --> 00:32:49,767 But why did you call me "uncle"? 784 00:32:51,834 --> 00:32:53,167 Are you being for real? 785 00:32:54,267 --> 00:32:57,343 You don't know what "uncle" means? 786 00:32:57,367 --> 00:33:00,043 Like, you've never heard that? 787 00:33:00,067 --> 00:33:02,976 [laughs] What are you, Canadian? 788 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:04,410 Dude, it's something that kids say. 789 00:33:04,434 --> 00:33:05,643 Dude? 790 00:33:05,667 --> 00:33:06,976 Shut up. [laughs] 791 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:08,677 Like... I don't know, 792 00:33:08,701 --> 00:33:10,343 when they want someone to stop torturing them. 793 00:33:10,367 --> 00:33:11,367 It's like 'surrender." 794 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:14,143 I thought it was what you called 795 00:33:14,167 --> 00:33:15,810 the brother of one of your parents. 796 00:33:15,834 --> 00:33:16,810 [mock laughter] 797 00:33:16,834 --> 00:33:17,844 [mock laughter] 798 00:33:17,868 --> 00:33:19,076 I can't believe you never heard that. 799 00:33:19,100 --> 00:33:20,443 I can't believe you made something like that up 800 00:33:20,467 --> 00:33:22,643 and passed it off as truth. 801 00:33:22,667 --> 00:33:23,810 Oh, my "G," 802 00:33:23,834 --> 00:33:25,276 you're so delusional. 803 00:33:25,300 --> 00:33:26,610 [laughs] Get out of bed. 804 00:33:26,634 --> 00:33:28,376 It's... my... bed. 805 00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:31,143 I don't care. You're banished from the bedroom. 806 00:33:31,167 --> 00:33:32,910 Go get something and clean up. 807 00:33:32,934 --> 00:33:34,143 [makes nonsense chatter] 808 00:33:34,167 --> 00:33:35,477 I have spoken. 809 00:33:35,501 --> 00:33:38,467 And earlier, you said that I was the boss. 810 00:33:39,834 --> 00:33:41,801 [sighs, laughs] 811 00:33:42,868 --> 00:33:44,643 What an idiot I am. 812 00:33:44,667 --> 00:33:46,000 That's what I'm sayin'. 813 00:33:50,467 --> 00:33:53,467 [birds chirping distantly] 814 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,643 [inhales deeply, exhales] 815 00:33:58,667 --> 00:34:00,434 My God, I'm so fat. 816 00:34:02,167 --> 00:34:04,310 Yeah. I was gonna say something earlier. 817 00:34:04,334 --> 00:34:05,334 For real? 818 00:34:06,501 --> 00:34:07,477 Hey, we don't think I'm gonna get, like, 819 00:34:07,501 --> 00:34:09,610 a tan or something, do we? 820 00:34:09,634 --> 00:34:11,310 Jake, I keep telling you 821 00:34:11,334 --> 00:34:13,009 the undead don't tan. 822 00:34:13,033 --> 00:34:15,143 Okay, good, because I hate that, like, 823 00:34:15,167 --> 00:34:16,868 bronzy skin tone. 824 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,143 You know, like yours? 825 00:34:19,167 --> 00:34:20,167 Uh-huh. 826 00:34:24,334 --> 00:34:25,310 [chuckles] 827 00:34:25,334 --> 00:34:27,234 [giggling] 828 00:34:28,968 --> 00:34:30,067 What are you doing? 829 00:34:31,667 --> 00:34:33,643 Can I have that back? 830 00:34:33,667 --> 00:34:34,710 No, seriously, what is this? 831 00:34:34,734 --> 00:34:36,868 Um, it's a card. 832 00:34:38,234 --> 00:34:40,834 You just read it, so you must know what it is. 833 00:34:44,334 --> 00:34:45,477 Oh, I read it, all right. 834 00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:46,577 Unfortunately, I can't 835 00:34:46,601 --> 00:34:48,510 process all of the crap pouring out of it. 836 00:34:48,534 --> 00:34:49,643 Is this a poem? 837 00:34:49,667 --> 00:34:50,901 No! 838 00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:56,667 Okay, maybe. So? 839 00:34:58,501 --> 00:34:59,810 You write Ephram poetry. 840 00:34:59,834 --> 00:35:01,510 I do not write Ephram poetry. 841 00:35:01,534 --> 00:35:04,343 I don't write him poetry. Okay? I wrote him a poem. 842 00:35:04,367 --> 00:35:05,643 One poem. 843 00:35:05,667 --> 00:35:08,143 Wow. I'm, like, so grossed out right now. 844 00:35:08,167 --> 00:35:10,643 Shut up. I just... I thought it would be sweet. 845 00:35:10,667 --> 00:35:11,667 Can you never? 846 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:15,810 Whatever. You know, maybe if you ever, uh, 847 00:35:15,834 --> 00:35:18,276 spent more than a couple hours with one of your guys, 848 00:35:18,300 --> 00:35:20,976 you might find that some of them write poetry, too. 849 00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:23,310 What would be the point in that? 850 00:35:23,334 --> 00:35:24,400 Who are you? 851 00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:26,376 Someone who's obviously 852 00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:28,143 more realistic than you. 853 00:35:28,167 --> 00:35:29,400 [fake gasp] Fuck off. 854 00:35:31,834 --> 00:35:32,810 [heavy sigh] 855 00:35:32,834 --> 00:35:34,477 Okay, so listen. 856 00:35:34,501 --> 00:35:37,710 I have kind of a favor to ask of you. 857 00:35:37,734 --> 00:35:39,643 Oh, God. 858 00:35:39,667 --> 00:35:41,976 I'm gonna regret asking what it is, aren't I? 859 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:43,033 I don't know. 860 00:35:44,601 --> 00:35:46,667 Whatever. Just tell me. What is it? 861 00:35:48,834 --> 00:35:51,610 It's, like, so stupid. Uh, not a big deal whatsoever. 862 00:35:51,634 --> 00:35:53,200 I just was thinking... Jake. 863 00:35:54,234 --> 00:35:55,234 Come on. 864 00:35:56,267 --> 00:35:57,267 Okay. 865 00:35:59,334 --> 00:36:01,167 So, I think I might be pregnant. 866 00:36:03,334 --> 00:36:06,477 God, I can't believe this is coming out of my mouth. 867 00:36:06,501 --> 00:36:08,834 I want you to go with me to get an HIV test. 868 00:36:11,334 --> 00:36:13,143 I haven't been tested in a minute, 869 00:36:13,167 --> 00:36:16,477 so I'm just a little bit anxious about it. 870 00:36:16,501 --> 00:36:19,343 And, um, I don't know. I just thought 871 00:36:19,367 --> 00:36:21,743 that... you know, I... 872 00:36:21,767 --> 00:36:23,810 Yeah. Yeah, I know. 873 00:36:23,834 --> 00:36:24,944 [sigh] 874 00:36:24,968 --> 00:36:26,844 I should probably go get tested, too. 875 00:36:26,868 --> 00:36:29,176 Yeah. I mean, who knows what Darrell gave you. 876 00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:30,667 Oh, my God. Shut up. 877 00:36:31,667 --> 00:36:33,000 Whatever. Let's go. 878 00:36:34,100 --> 00:36:35,210 Right now? 879 00:36:35,234 --> 00:36:36,777 Yeah. They have that new quick response test 880 00:36:36,801 --> 00:36:38,400 or whatever. Like, why wait? 881 00:36:39,834 --> 00:36:40,834 Okay. 882 00:36:44,834 --> 00:36:46,310 Hey, Andie! 883 00:36:46,334 --> 00:36:49,067 Want to go get tested for the hiv? 884 00:36:52,501 --> 00:36:54,868 [distant chatter] 885 00:37:00,467 --> 00:37:02,634 [telephone rings] 886 00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:13,801 [telephone rings, chatter] 887 00:37:15,901 --> 00:37:17,643 [ring] 888 00:37:17,667 --> 00:37:18,834 You ready? 889 00:37:30,667 --> 00:37:31,944 [Woman] Wait. No, he's ready. 890 00:37:31,968 --> 00:37:34,043 Yeah, and I'm in a new relationship, 891 00:37:34,067 --> 00:37:36,109 which is completely monogamous, 892 00:37:36,133 --> 00:37:39,109 so... just... still staying protected 893 00:37:39,133 --> 00:37:42,477 and... not having sex with anyone else, I guess. 894 00:37:42,501 --> 00:37:44,810 Well, you seem to have your bases pretty much covered. 895 00:37:44,834 --> 00:37:47,210 All right. Be safe. 896 00:37:47,234 --> 00:37:48,810 Well, thank God. 897 00:37:48,834 --> 00:37:50,577 Good. So what are some of the ways you think 898 00:37:50,601 --> 00:37:51,777 you could help to keep yourself 899 00:37:51,801 --> 00:37:53,477 at low risk for transmission? 900 00:37:53,501 --> 00:37:55,200 Abstain. 901 00:38:17,667 --> 00:38:19,767 [sigh] No. Um... 902 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,944 I think I'll wait for the blood work. 903 00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:25,477 [whining] Oh, the thing's eating itself! 904 00:38:25,501 --> 00:38:26,777 Your stomach? 905 00:38:26,801 --> 00:38:27,976 No, my ass. 906 00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:29,944 Yes, my stomach. 907 00:38:29,968 --> 00:38:31,343 What was taking so long? 908 00:38:31,367 --> 00:38:33,477 Oh... I don't know. There was this mix-up, 909 00:38:33,501 --> 00:38:35,910 and then the lady was, like, talking way too much. 910 00:38:35,934 --> 00:38:37,643 But can we go? I am starving. 911 00:38:37,667 --> 00:38:39,477 Right. Thank you. 912 00:38:39,501 --> 00:38:42,076 So, you're sure that everything's, like, okay? 913 00:38:42,100 --> 00:38:45,100 Oh, my God. Please. [chuckles] 914 00:38:48,834 --> 00:38:50,009 [remembering discussion in clinic] Yeah, but, I... I mean, 915 00:38:50,033 --> 00:38:51,243 I... I just came with my friend 916 00:38:51,267 --> 00:38:53,033 for, like moral support. 917 00:38:54,334 --> 00:38:55,577 I understand... I mean, if anyone 918 00:38:55,601 --> 00:38:57,501 should have it, he should have it. 919 00:39:00,834 --> 00:39:03,510 Well, when do I get the results back from the second test, 920 00:39:03,534 --> 00:39:05,176 the, um, the blood test? 921 00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:06,501 Takes seven days. 922 00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:15,376 [beep] You have 12 messages. 923 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:16,577 Message one: 924 00:39:16,601 --> 00:39:18,976 Hey, Trev, it's, uh, it's Darrell. 925 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,643 Um, I know you don't want to talk to me, 926 00:39:20,667 --> 00:39:24,143 but I have amazing... [beep] Message two. 927 00:39:24,167 --> 00:39:26,610 [Darrell] Hey, baby, it's me again. 928 00:39:26,634 --> 00:39:28,210 I know it's... It's been a wh... 929 00:39:28,234 --> 00:39:29,577 [Beep] Message three. 930 00:39:29,601 --> 00:39:32,477 Why won't you fucking call me back? 931 00:39:32,501 --> 00:39:34,634 Call me back! I hav... [beep] 932 00:39:35,634 --> 00:39:37,143 Hmm. Didn't realize 933 00:39:37,167 --> 00:39:38,334 we had any messages. 934 00:39:39,467 --> 00:39:42,310 That's because you never check the machine. 935 00:39:42,334 --> 00:39:43,400 [doorbell] 936 00:39:46,167 --> 00:39:47,734 Or answer the door. 937 00:39:51,167 --> 00:39:52,176 You look good, by the way. 938 00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:54,810 Oh. Thanks. 939 00:39:54,834 --> 00:39:56,477 Just finished this one. 940 00:39:56,501 --> 00:39:57,643 Nice. 941 00:39:57,667 --> 00:39:58,667 Hey. 942 00:39:59,667 --> 00:40:00,734 Party face. 943 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:03,334 [chuckles softly, clicks tongue] 944 00:40:07,801 --> 00:40:10,000 ♪♪ [rock with steady beat] 945 00:40:14,367 --> 00:40:15,477 [Jake] I know. 946 00:40:15,501 --> 00:40:17,543 I know! Ladies, come on! 947 00:40:17,567 --> 00:40:19,410 [sparse laughter] 948 00:40:19,434 --> 00:40:20,443 Who made that? 949 00:40:20,467 --> 00:40:22,667 [music, chatter] 950 00:40:28,067 --> 00:40:30,276 So... I'd really like to get to know you better. 951 00:40:30,300 --> 00:40:32,643 Oh... yeah. Um... 952 00:40:32,667 --> 00:40:34,677 I gonna have to get drunk now. 953 00:40:34,701 --> 00:40:35,877 Excuse me. 954 00:40:35,901 --> 00:40:37,910 ♪ ...Two, "Mary" go round now ♪ 955 00:40:37,934 --> 00:40:40,410 ♪ Fun till you're in the circus crowd ♪ 956 00:40:40,434 --> 00:40:43,643 [party chatter] 957 00:40:43,667 --> 00:40:44,710 Hey, ladies. 958 00:40:44,734 --> 00:40:45,710 ♪ Some big guy's ♪ 959 00:40:45,734 --> 00:40:46,877 ♪ Got his eye on you ♪ 960 00:40:46,901 --> 00:40:47,877 ♪ Some little trick's 961 00:40:47,901 --> 00:40:49,643 ♪ Got a thing to prove ♪ 962 00:40:49,667 --> 00:40:50,810 ♪ Who's thirsty? ♪ 963 00:40:50,834 --> 00:40:51,910 ♪ Who's first in line ♪ 964 00:40:51,934 --> 00:40:53,810 ♪ For a good-time ride? ♪ 965 00:40:53,834 --> 00:40:56,276 ♪ Red Queen on the dance floor ♪ 966 00:40:56,300 --> 00:40:58,543 ♪ You're the one they ask for ♪ 967 00:40:58,567 --> 00:40:59,677 ♪ Red Queen, take it ♪ 968 00:40:59,701 --> 00:41:02,610 ♪ Take it away ay ay ay ♪ 969 00:41:02,634 --> 00:41:05,510 ♪ Red Queen on the dance floor ♪ 970 00:41:05,534 --> 00:41:07,844 ♪ They will always want more ♪ 971 00:41:07,868 --> 00:41:09,143 ♪ Red Queen, take it ♪ 972 00:41:09,167 --> 00:41:12,710 ♪ Take it away ay ay ay ♪ 973 00:41:12,734 --> 00:41:14,109 ♪ Red Queen on the dance floor ♪ 974 00:41:14,133 --> 00:41:15,777 ♪ Take it away, take it away ♪ 975 00:41:15,801 --> 00:41:18,043 ♪ Take it away, three, four ♪ 976 00:41:18,067 --> 00:41:19,243 ♪ Fall to the floor now ♪ 977 00:41:19,267 --> 00:41:20,410 ♪ Three, four ♪ 978 00:41:20,434 --> 00:41:22,434 ♪♪ [becomes indistinct] 979 00:41:25,167 --> 00:41:26,877 Trevor, I told him you didn't want to see him, 980 00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:28,009 but he just pushed past me. 981 00:41:28,033 --> 00:41:30,143 He's, like, strong for a leprechaun. 982 00:41:30,167 --> 00:41:31,601 What the fuck are you doing here? 983 00:41:33,334 --> 00:41:34,834 We need to talk. 984 00:41:37,501 --> 00:41:38,477 Fine. 985 00:41:38,501 --> 00:41:40,143 ♪ ...they're after ♪ 986 00:41:40,167 --> 00:41:41,276 ♪ Red Queen, take it ♪ 987 00:41:41,300 --> 00:41:44,310 ♪ Take it away ay ay ay ♪ 988 00:41:44,334 --> 00:41:45,310 ♪ Red Queen... ♪ 989 00:41:45,334 --> 00:41:46,976 Jake, would you mind closing the door? 990 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,976 ♪ They will always want more ♪ 991 00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:51,243 Yeah. 992 00:41:51,267 --> 00:41:52,267 Other side. 993 00:41:53,501 --> 00:41:54,477 Right. 994 00:41:54,501 --> 00:41:55,477 [door closes] 995 00:41:55,501 --> 00:41:57,100 ♪ Just a little bit queer ♪ 996 00:41:58,734 --> 00:42:00,543 ♪ Bring your friends if you... ♪ What is it? 997 00:42:00,567 --> 00:42:01,801 What do you want? 998 00:42:03,167 --> 00:42:04,477 We need... 999 00:42:04,501 --> 00:42:05,677 We need to talk. 1000 00:42:05,701 --> 00:42:08,000 Yeah, I get it. Talk about what? 1001 00:42:11,501 --> 00:42:13,133 Are you... Trevor... 1002 00:42:14,501 --> 00:42:17,043 [sigh] You don't understand. 1003 00:42:17,067 --> 00:42:18,810 Maybe I don't. 1004 00:42:18,834 --> 00:42:21,210 But I don't care to anymore, either. 1005 00:42:21,234 --> 00:42:22,810 [snickers] 1006 00:42:22,834 --> 00:42:25,000 You're so fucked up, D. 1007 00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:28,176 Oh, I know. 1008 00:42:28,200 --> 00:42:29,310 You d... I know that. 1009 00:42:29,334 --> 00:42:32,009 You don'tknow. Okay, if you knew... 1010 00:42:32,033 --> 00:42:33,777 you'd change. I want to, baby, 1011 00:42:33,801 --> 00:42:35,343 but it's not enough! I need help! 1012 00:42:35,367 --> 00:42:36,743 You need to help me! 1013 00:42:36,767 --> 00:42:37,844 I don't "need" to do 1014 00:42:37,868 --> 00:42:39,000 anything for you. 1015 00:42:43,834 --> 00:42:45,643 Okay. 1016 00:42:45,667 --> 00:42:47,043 But I'm asking you. 1017 00:42:47,067 --> 00:42:48,976 I'm pleading with you. 1018 00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:51,176 Darrell, we've been through this so many fucking times now. 1019 00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:53,543 Well, maybe I wouldn't be so fucked up 1020 00:42:53,567 --> 00:42:55,577 if someone was actually there for me! 1021 00:42:55,601 --> 00:42:57,443 If you were actually there for me! 1022 00:42:57,467 --> 00:42:59,310 Don't you dare try to blame me! Okay? 1023 00:42:59,334 --> 00:43:01,310 This is not my fault! I'm not blaming you! 1024 00:43:01,334 --> 00:43:03,910 You... are not my fault! 1025 00:43:03,934 --> 00:43:06,643 You're the one who can't handle any of your own problems. 1026 00:43:06,667 --> 00:43:09,477 Guess what, Darrell. Everyone's got problems. 1027 00:43:09,501 --> 00:43:12,310 Okay? You don't have a fuckin' monopoly on pain. 1028 00:43:12,334 --> 00:43:14,810 I think you like being an addict, D... 1029 00:43:14,834 --> 00:43:17,543 because you think it leaves you blameless in some way, like... 1030 00:43:17,567 --> 00:43:19,677 Or you can't be held responsible for your actions 1031 00:43:19,701 --> 00:43:21,243 because you're no longer in control. 1032 00:43:21,267 --> 00:43:23,243 Yeah, you're one to talk? 1033 00:43:23,267 --> 00:43:24,267 [sigh] 1034 00:43:26,501 --> 00:43:27,501 You know what? 1035 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:31,834 I'm not gonna be here for you to fall back on anymore. 1036 00:43:33,167 --> 00:43:35,234 You gotta learn to stand on your own two feet. 1037 00:43:37,501 --> 00:43:39,968 Use those feet and get the fuck outta my hou... 1038 00:43:41,334 --> 00:43:42,334 [snickers] 1039 00:43:43,834 --> 00:43:45,310 You're fuc... 1040 00:43:45,334 --> 00:43:46,643 You're high? 1041 00:43:46,667 --> 00:43:48,043 You're fucking high? 1042 00:43:48,067 --> 00:43:49,910 You come over and tell me to help you to change, 1043 00:43:49,934 --> 00:43:51,043 and you're high? 1044 00:43:51,067 --> 00:43:52,276 Get up. 1045 00:43:52,300 --> 00:43:53,810 Hey, baby, don't. 1046 00:43:53,834 --> 00:43:54,810 [tearfully] Don't. 1047 00:43:54,834 --> 00:43:55,834 Get up! 1048 00:43:57,334 --> 00:43:59,200 No. Trevor, just... Don't. Get out. 1049 00:44:00,367 --> 00:44:01,510 Fuck you! 1050 00:44:01,534 --> 00:44:02,801 Thank you! 1051 00:44:07,300 --> 00:44:08,300 [sniffles] 1052 00:44:21,334 --> 00:44:22,334 [soft knock] 1053 00:44:23,667 --> 00:44:25,067 Whoa, Buffy, it's me. 1054 00:44:28,234 --> 00:44:29,267 You okay? 1055 00:44:30,667 --> 00:44:33,477 God, they could hear you guys yelling from out there. 1056 00:44:33,501 --> 00:44:36,043 I mean, I was... standing a little closer to the door, 1057 00:44:36,067 --> 00:44:37,067 but still. 1058 00:44:38,067 --> 00:44:39,367 I can't believe him. 1059 00:44:40,834 --> 00:44:42,167 Honestly, I'm fine now. 1060 00:44:43,834 --> 00:44:44,834 God. 1061 00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,567 You guys, it's... fine. Seriously. 1062 00:44:49,968 --> 00:44:51,200 Go back to partying. 1063 00:45:18,968 --> 00:45:19,944 Are you leaving? 1064 00:45:19,968 --> 00:45:20,968 Yeah. 1065 00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:24,334 Thanks for being here. 1066 00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:26,577 I mean, you know, it's always fun 1067 00:45:26,601 --> 00:45:28,477 to see Darrell. [soft chuckle] 1068 00:45:28,501 --> 00:45:29,801 Like, who does that? 1069 00:45:30,801 --> 00:45:32,810 You're really okay, though. 1070 00:45:32,834 --> 00:45:34,501 I mean, if you want... I'm fine. 1071 00:45:35,501 --> 00:45:36,810 I just... 1072 00:45:36,834 --> 00:45:38,243 don't understand how that person 1073 00:45:38,267 --> 00:45:40,143 used to be my best friend. 1074 00:45:40,167 --> 00:45:42,443 And my boyfriend, no less. 1075 00:45:42,467 --> 00:45:43,601 I don't know. 1076 00:45:46,901 --> 00:45:48,043 What about me? 1077 00:45:48,067 --> 00:45:49,100 What? 1078 00:45:50,100 --> 00:45:51,810 Do you ever feel that way about me? 1079 00:45:51,834 --> 00:45:53,234 Are you kidding me? 1080 00:45:54,434 --> 00:45:55,777 Why the fuck would you say that? 1081 00:45:55,801 --> 00:45:59,009 I just wonder whether this is the right time for us. 1082 00:45:59,033 --> 00:46:00,410 You know? 1083 00:46:00,434 --> 00:46:02,810 No. I don't know. 1084 00:46:02,834 --> 00:46:04,310 Look. 1085 00:46:04,334 --> 00:46:06,167 Tonight made me realize something. 1086 00:46:07,734 --> 00:46:10,076 Sometimes it's not just about getting over the person. 1087 00:46:10,100 --> 00:46:12,643 It's about getting over what they did to you. 1088 00:46:12,667 --> 00:46:15,143 And what do you mean by that? 1089 00:46:15,167 --> 00:46:16,834 I could hear you guys in there. 1090 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:20,743 And you sounded so upset. 1091 00:46:20,767 --> 00:46:21,910 So hurt, and... 1092 00:46:21,934 --> 00:46:23,176 Yeah. So? 1093 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,400 So maybe you're not ready for this, Trevor. 1094 00:46:26,501 --> 00:46:27,743 And that's for you to decide. 1095 00:46:27,767 --> 00:46:28,767 No. I... 1096 00:46:31,701 --> 00:46:34,000 Look, I know how you feel about me. 1097 00:46:36,167 --> 00:46:38,176 I just want to let you know you have an out. 1098 00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:39,910 Are you breaking up with me? 1099 00:46:39,934 --> 00:46:41,176 [chuckles] 1100 00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:42,810 Not at all. 1101 00:46:42,834 --> 00:46:45,143 Good. Well, neither am I, so... 1102 00:46:45,167 --> 00:46:46,710 Do you get what I'm saying, though? 1103 00:46:46,734 --> 00:46:47,834 Yeah. I get it. 1104 00:46:50,334 --> 00:46:52,343 Listen, I just want to go inside. Okay? 1105 00:46:52,367 --> 00:46:53,634 Good night. 1106 00:46:56,501 --> 00:46:57,944 Trevor. 1107 00:46:57,968 --> 00:46:59,400 [door closes] 1108 00:47:08,334 --> 00:47:10,343 [Jake] Look, I'm sure he's just freaked out. 1109 00:47:10,367 --> 00:47:12,976 All that yelling and screaming? He'll get over it. 1110 00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:14,510 [Trevor] It's not even that. I mean... 1111 00:47:14,534 --> 00:47:17,176 He thinks I still have feelings for Darrell. 1112 00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:18,310 Do you? 1113 00:47:18,334 --> 00:47:20,234 How could you even ask me that? 1114 00:47:22,501 --> 00:47:23,543 After all you've been through, 1115 00:47:23,567 --> 00:47:25,176 some time apart could be a good thing. 1116 00:47:25,200 --> 00:47:26,243 Ephram might be right. 1117 00:47:26,267 --> 00:47:28,976 I don't understand this. I mean... 1118 00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:31,577 I've gone through so much because of Darrell, and now, 1119 00:47:31,601 --> 00:47:33,844 even though I've walked away... 1120 00:47:33,868 --> 00:47:36,410 [sigh] it's just not fair. 1121 00:47:36,434 --> 00:47:37,743 [Andie] Life's not fair. 1122 00:47:37,767 --> 00:47:39,210 [Trevor] What's that supposed to mean? 1123 00:47:39,234 --> 00:47:41,910 It's not a riddle. I'm sure you can figure it out. 1124 00:47:41,934 --> 00:47:43,877 Whoa! What is your problem? 1125 00:47:43,901 --> 00:47:46,577 Do you ever think that maybe someone else is going through something, too? 1126 00:47:46,601 --> 00:47:48,143 I mean, besides you? 1127 00:47:48,167 --> 00:47:49,643 Do you ever think about that? 1128 00:47:49,667 --> 00:47:51,743 I get that this is hard on Ephram, too. 1129 00:47:51,767 --> 00:47:53,610 Wrong. Excuse me? 1130 00:47:53,634 --> 00:47:55,076 Not Ephram. Try again. 1131 00:47:55,100 --> 00:47:57,810 Um... okay. 1132 00:47:57,834 --> 00:47:59,643 Andie, if there's something wrong, 1133 00:47:59,667 --> 00:48:01,376 by all means, tell me. 1134 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:02,944 [scoffs] 1135 00:48:02,968 --> 00:48:05,477 And when would I have time to do that? 1136 00:48:05,501 --> 00:48:07,477 I mean, here at the Trevor Holding Show? 1137 00:48:07,501 --> 00:48:09,810 We only have time for one person's problems. 1138 00:48:09,834 --> 00:48:11,643 You're kidding me, right? 1139 00:48:11,667 --> 00:48:13,510 I mean, have you missed tonight's events? 1140 00:48:13,534 --> 00:48:16,243 My ex just came over and ruined my party. 1141 00:48:16,267 --> 00:48:18,276 Ourparty... actually. 1142 00:48:18,300 --> 00:48:20,477 And that's kind of my point. 1143 00:48:20,501 --> 00:48:22,877 I've pretty much run out of sympathy for you. 1144 00:48:22,901 --> 00:48:25,276 I don't know what your fucking problem is... 1145 00:48:25,300 --> 00:48:26,777 but I doubt it gives you the right 1146 00:48:26,801 --> 00:48:28,634 to be such a stupid cunt. 1147 00:48:34,501 --> 00:48:35,501 [sigh] 1148 00:48:37,501 --> 00:48:38,968 What the fuck was that? 1149 00:48:40,567 --> 00:48:42,901 Shouldn't you, like, run after him or something? 1150 00:48:46,834 --> 00:48:49,367 Ugh. Fucking roommates! 1151 00:48:50,434 --> 00:48:52,701 You don't even live here! 1152 00:48:55,501 --> 00:48:57,677 ♪ Tell me again ♪ 1153 00:48:57,701 --> 00:48:59,944 ♪ That beautiful lie ♪ 1154 00:48:59,968 --> 00:49:02,109 ♪ The one you told ♪ 1155 00:49:02,133 --> 00:49:05,410 ♪ That made me cry ♪ 1156 00:49:05,434 --> 00:49:07,710 ♪ Whisper alone ♪ 1157 00:49:07,734 --> 00:49:10,210 ♪ The lullaby ♪ 1158 00:49:10,234 --> 00:49:12,410 ♪ Whisper me somethin' ♪ 1159 00:49:12,434 --> 00:49:14,777 ♪ For a good night ♪ 1160 00:49:14,801 --> 00:49:17,477 ♪ Can't we pretend ♪ 1161 00:49:17,501 --> 00:49:19,976 ♪ I'm not broken ♪ 1162 00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:23,067 ♪ No, no, I'm not ♪ 1163 00:49:25,100 --> 00:49:27,443 ♪ Make me a promise ♪ 1164 00:49:27,467 --> 00:49:29,677 ♪ You can keep ♪ 1165 00:49:29,701 --> 00:49:33,944 ♪ Make me anything you want ♪ 1166 00:49:33,968 --> 00:49:36,801 ♪ That's what I will be ♪ 1167 00:49:37,901 --> 00:49:41,467 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 1168 00:49:42,734 --> 00:49:46,310 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 1169 00:49:46,334 --> 00:49:47,643 ♪ Nothin' changes ♪ 1170 00:49:47,667 --> 00:49:51,877 ♪ All your beautiful lies ♪ 1171 00:49:51,901 --> 00:49:53,701 ♪ Lay on me ♪ 1172 00:49:59,033 --> 00:50:01,610 ♪ Tell me again ♪ 1173 00:50:01,634 --> 00:50:04,043 ♪ Just like a fool ♪ 1174 00:50:04,067 --> 00:50:05,743 ♪ I'm not askin' much ♪ 1175 00:50:05,767 --> 00:50:08,944 ♪ Just somethin' more ♪ 1176 00:50:08,968 --> 00:50:11,109 ♪ And patient Destiny ♪ 1177 00:50:11,133 --> 00:50:13,677 ♪ Willing to say you are ♪ 1178 00:50:13,701 --> 00:50:18,810 ♪ Or what keeps you here with me ♪ 1179 00:50:18,834 --> 00:50:21,343 ♪ This is the last time ♪ 1180 00:50:21,367 --> 00:50:23,743 ♪ This is good-bye ♪ 1181 00:50:23,767 --> 00:50:28,376 ♪ This is a reason for me to learn ♪ 1182 00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:30,910 ♪ I don't want to know ♪ 1183 00:50:30,934 --> 00:50:33,443 ♪ Why should I care? ♪ 1184 00:50:33,467 --> 00:50:35,777 ♪ And while I'm down here ♪ 1185 00:50:35,801 --> 00:50:40,601 ♪ Groveling on my knees ♪ 1186 00:50:41,634 --> 00:50:45,710 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 1187 00:50:45,734 --> 00:50:49,810 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 1188 00:50:49,834 --> 00:50:51,443 ♪ Nothin' changes ♪ 1189 00:50:51,467 --> 00:50:55,543 ♪ All your beautiful lies ♪ 1190 00:50:55,567 --> 00:50:57,367 ♪ Lay on me ♪ 1191 00:51:01,100 --> 00:51:04,934 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 1192 00:51:06,033 --> 00:51:08,243 ♪ It'll be ♪ 1193 00:51:08,267 --> 00:51:09,510 ♪ All right ♪ 1194 00:51:09,534 --> 00:51:10,777 ♪ Nothin' changes ♪ 1195 00:51:10,801 --> 00:51:15,210 ♪ All your beautiful lies ♪ 1196 00:51:15,234 --> 00:51:16,968 ♪ Lay on me ♪ 1197 00:51:32,033 --> 00:51:33,810 ♪♪ [fades] 1198 00:51:33,834 --> 00:51:35,743 I feel like I've been sleepwalking through my life. 1199 00:51:35,767 --> 00:51:38,844 I work in an answering service, for God's sake. 1200 00:51:38,868 --> 00:51:40,133 It's not right. 1201 00:51:41,567 --> 00:51:44,810 Okay, so, what do you think needs to happen? 1202 00:51:44,834 --> 00:51:46,810 And don't say 'sleep." [chuckles] 1203 00:51:46,834 --> 00:51:48,343 How the fuck should I know? 1204 00:51:48,367 --> 00:51:51,310 Maybe you just need to get plugged. 1205 00:51:51,334 --> 00:51:52,310 Plugged? 1206 00:51:52,334 --> 00:51:54,477 Yeah, like, butt sex. 1207 00:51:54,501 --> 00:51:56,210 Oh, my God. Do you even have a soul? 1208 00:51:56,234 --> 00:51:58,844 Oh, please. I got rid of that a long time ago. 1209 00:51:58,868 --> 00:52:00,710 Do you want me to find you someone here? 1210 00:52:00,734 --> 00:52:02,743 Um, yeah, I'm dating Ephram? 1211 00:52:02,767 --> 00:52:05,810 I think that you actually have to return someone's phone calls 1212 00:52:05,834 --> 00:52:08,000 for it to really be considered dating. 1213 00:52:09,334 --> 00:52:10,901 Why do I even talk to you? 1214 00:52:11,968 --> 00:52:12,944 Yeah. 1215 00:52:12,968 --> 00:52:15,276 S... I can't see. [sigh] 1216 00:52:15,300 --> 00:52:16,910 Guess who. 1217 00:52:16,934 --> 00:52:19,210 I'm not playing your reindeer games, so... 1218 00:52:19,234 --> 00:52:21,310 Oh, I thought you liked surprises. 1219 00:52:21,334 --> 00:52:22,844 Yeah. I don't. 1220 00:52:22,868 --> 00:52:24,076 Jakey, I miss you. 1221 00:52:24,100 --> 00:52:26,043 Yeah... 1222 00:52:26,067 --> 00:52:28,677 [sigh] Yeah, I've just been so busy recording. 1223 00:52:28,701 --> 00:52:30,643 Right, Trev? 1224 00:52:30,667 --> 00:52:31,667 Busy. 1225 00:52:33,167 --> 00:52:34,543 [sigh] So, I mean, 1226 00:52:34,567 --> 00:52:35,910 we'll have to catch up sometime, 1227 00:52:35,934 --> 00:52:38,477 but just, like, not, you know, not now. 1228 00:52:38,501 --> 00:52:39,976 Okay. Well, uh, 1229 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:41,310 don't make me wait too long. 1230 00:52:41,334 --> 00:52:42,410 I can't stand it. 1231 00:52:42,434 --> 00:52:44,267 Hours are like days without you. 1232 00:52:48,801 --> 00:52:51,143 "Hours are like days without you?" 1233 00:52:51,167 --> 00:52:52,834 Who the fuck was that guy? 1234 00:52:54,167 --> 00:52:55,701 Just a... a guy. 1235 00:52:57,267 --> 00:52:59,143 Oh, my God. You don't even know his name. 1236 00:52:59,167 --> 00:53:01,701 I mean, of course I know his name. I just... 1237 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:05,910 Yeah, I don't know. [both laugh] 1238 00:53:05,934 --> 00:53:07,167 You're sick. 1239 00:53:08,167 --> 00:53:09,601 I think I'm about to be. 1240 00:53:13,334 --> 00:53:15,443 I'm so glad you forced me out of the house. 1241 00:53:15,467 --> 00:53:17,534 I know. Right? 1242 00:53:19,667 --> 00:53:22,334 So, are we gonna talk about whatever happened between us? 1243 00:53:24,100 --> 00:53:25,910 I don't know. 1244 00:53:25,934 --> 00:53:28,009 I guess, if you want. 1245 00:53:28,033 --> 00:53:29,033 I'm just... 1246 00:53:30,067 --> 00:53:33,310 Okay. I can't tiptoe around this. 1247 00:53:33,334 --> 00:53:36,176 Were you just... pissed off at me the other night? 1248 00:53:36,200 --> 00:53:39,310 Or is this, like, deeper? 1249 00:53:39,334 --> 00:53:41,234 "No" to which one? 1250 00:53:42,501 --> 00:53:43,877 Listen... 1251 00:53:43,901 --> 00:53:45,310 I don't know. 1252 00:53:45,334 --> 00:53:46,643 I just had... 1253 00:53:46,667 --> 00:53:49,210 way [sigh] too much to drink, 1254 00:53:49,234 --> 00:53:52,210 and... I shouldn't have said what I said. 1255 00:53:52,234 --> 00:53:54,167 I mean, is that what I'm like? 1256 00:53:56,167 --> 00:53:57,410 Selfish? 1257 00:53:57,434 --> 00:53:59,143 Self-centered? 1258 00:53:59,167 --> 00:54:00,367 Egomaniacal? 1259 00:54:01,601 --> 00:54:03,376 You can stop me at any time now. 1260 00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:04,400 [chuckles] No. 1261 00:54:05,667 --> 00:54:06,810 Not always. 1262 00:54:06,834 --> 00:54:07,810 [laughs] 1263 00:54:07,834 --> 00:54:09,477 I'm joking. 1264 00:54:09,501 --> 00:54:13,610 Trevor, it really wasn't even about you. 1265 00:54:13,634 --> 00:54:16,443 I just have a lot 1266 00:54:16,467 --> 00:54:17,777 on my mind. 1267 00:54:17,801 --> 00:54:19,901 And... um... 1268 00:54:21,334 --> 00:54:23,143 I'm sorry I wasn't a better friend. 1269 00:54:23,167 --> 00:54:25,944 Honey, no. I'msorry. 1270 00:54:25,968 --> 00:54:27,834 Shut up and give me a hug. 1271 00:54:32,634 --> 00:54:34,634 Okay. So, I'll let you know as soon as I hear. 1272 00:54:35,634 --> 00:54:37,076 Yeah. I love you, too. 1273 00:54:37,100 --> 00:54:38,100 Bye. 1274 00:54:39,100 --> 00:54:40,334 I come bearing gifts. 1275 00:54:41,367 --> 00:54:42,968 What is it? Thai. 1276 00:54:44,100 --> 00:54:45,100 Thanks. 1277 00:54:50,100 --> 00:54:51,367 [sigh] Okay. 1278 00:54:54,834 --> 00:54:56,334 [chuckles] Get in here. 1279 00:54:57,567 --> 00:54:59,877 I tried to call, but you didn't answer, so... 1280 00:54:59,901 --> 00:55:01,467 Yeah. Sorry. 1281 00:55:03,467 --> 00:55:04,443 Who was on the phone? 1282 00:55:04,467 --> 00:55:05,443 My mom. 1283 00:55:05,467 --> 00:55:06,467 Oh. 1284 00:55:07,467 --> 00:55:08,443 How's she doing? 1285 00:55:08,467 --> 00:55:09,944 She's fine. She's complaining 1286 00:55:09,968 --> 00:55:11,577 about the heat in New York and how my dad 1287 00:55:11,601 --> 00:55:13,276 won't pay to have an air conditioner installed 1288 00:55:13,300 --> 00:55:15,743 because he thinks it's... [sigh] 1289 00:55:15,767 --> 00:55:17,276 Anyway, I don't know why I'm telling you this. 1290 00:55:17,300 --> 00:55:18,743 So, shall we eat? 1291 00:55:18,767 --> 00:55:20,243 Yeah. 1292 00:55:20,267 --> 00:55:21,976 Um... 1293 00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:24,976 I got you pad thiu. 1294 00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:27,033 And... uh... 1295 00:55:28,133 --> 00:55:29,334 steamed mussels. 1296 00:55:31,167 --> 00:55:33,777 Oh, and that gross soup that you like. 1297 00:55:33,801 --> 00:55:34,801 Thanks. 1298 00:55:42,834 --> 00:55:44,710 So, what was it like, the whole, uh... 1299 00:55:44,734 --> 00:55:46,976 nuclear family thing growing up? 1300 00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:48,334 Well, what do you mean? 1301 00:55:49,334 --> 00:55:50,543 [chuckling] Never mind. 1302 00:55:50,567 --> 00:55:52,310 Stupid question. 1303 00:55:52,334 --> 00:55:54,167 I've seen enough sitcoms to know. 1304 00:55:55,834 --> 00:55:57,610 I guess I'm pretty lucky. 1305 00:55:57,634 --> 00:55:59,834 I really don't know what I would've done without them. 1306 00:56:03,334 --> 00:56:05,643 I think you'll like them. 1307 00:56:05,667 --> 00:56:07,767 At least, I hope you will when you meet them. 1308 00:56:08,767 --> 00:56:10,810 Am I meeting them soon? 1309 00:56:10,834 --> 00:56:12,510 I didn't realize they were coming to town. 1310 00:56:12,534 --> 00:56:14,810 I meant in the future. 1311 00:56:14,834 --> 00:56:16,810 That is, if there's going to be one. 1312 00:56:16,834 --> 00:56:17,834 [sigh] 1313 00:56:19,334 --> 00:56:21,367 Yeah, uh... about that. 1314 00:56:23,133 --> 00:56:24,109 Look. 1315 00:56:24,133 --> 00:56:25,667 I want to apologize. 1316 00:56:26,667 --> 00:56:27,810 I didn't mean to be such a dick 1317 00:56:27,834 --> 00:56:29,643 after the party. 1318 00:56:29,667 --> 00:56:31,167 I know you were just trying to help. 1319 00:56:33,000 --> 00:56:34,834 You have nothing to worry about. 1320 00:56:35,834 --> 00:56:38,000 And I really do want us to be together. 1321 00:56:39,167 --> 00:56:40,643 [soft chuckle] 1322 00:56:40,667 --> 00:56:41,667 Good. 1323 00:56:43,167 --> 00:56:45,343 You don't know how glad I am to hear you say that. 1324 00:56:45,367 --> 00:56:48,810 And... I'm sorry if I made you question that. 1325 00:56:48,834 --> 00:56:50,477 No, you didn't. It's just that it's really... 1326 00:56:50,501 --> 00:56:52,443 Because I know that I have this tendency 1327 00:56:52,467 --> 00:56:53,443 to sort of... 1328 00:56:53,467 --> 00:56:54,443 I know. 1329 00:56:54,467 --> 00:56:55,643 To be really neurotic. 1330 00:56:55,667 --> 00:56:56,777 I know you do. 1331 00:56:56,801 --> 00:56:58,543 [chuckles] And just sometimes I'm, like... 1332 00:56:58,567 --> 00:57:00,501 That's what makes me love you. uh, like... 1333 00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:02,810 What? 1334 00:57:02,834 --> 00:57:03,834 [chuckles] 1335 00:57:07,100 --> 00:57:08,310 Trevor, I'm... 1336 00:57:08,334 --> 00:57:10,334 I'm falling in love with you. 1337 00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:16,176 [door closes] 1338 00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:19,243 [loud heartbeats] 1339 00:57:19,267 --> 00:57:21,901 [heartbeats continue] 1340 00:57:25,667 --> 00:57:27,200 Trevor, what the fuck? 1341 00:57:28,834 --> 00:57:30,100 I don't understand. I mean... 1342 00:57:31,334 --> 00:57:32,976 Are you okay? 1343 00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:34,577 Is everything okay? 1344 00:57:34,601 --> 00:57:35,577 [heartbeats] 1345 00:57:35,601 --> 00:57:37,143 Yeah, [sigh] 1346 00:57:37,167 --> 00:57:38,810 See... 1347 00:57:38,834 --> 00:57:40,777 I just don't feel well. 1348 00:57:40,801 --> 00:57:42,410 I think it's the food. 1349 00:57:42,434 --> 00:57:43,944 We haven't even started 1350 00:57:43,968 --> 00:57:45,176 eating yet. 1351 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:46,577 That's what makes it so weird. 1352 00:57:46,601 --> 00:57:49,443 Look, if this is about what I said... 1353 00:57:49,467 --> 00:57:50,968 No. It's... 1354 00:57:52,434 --> 00:57:53,910 just that, like... 1355 00:57:53,934 --> 00:57:55,501 the smell of it or something. 1356 00:57:56,501 --> 00:57:57,501 Um... 1357 00:57:59,400 --> 00:58:00,910 Okay... I'm sure 1358 00:58:00,934 --> 00:58:01,910 it'll pass. 1359 00:58:01,934 --> 00:58:03,577 [rapid heartbeats] 1360 00:58:03,601 --> 00:58:05,643 I just need to stay in here a minute 1361 00:58:05,667 --> 00:58:07,643 [heartbeats continue] 1362 00:58:07,667 --> 00:58:09,467 away from the food. 1363 00:58:11,834 --> 00:58:13,834 Well, look, all I was saying is... 1364 00:58:17,534 --> 00:58:18,543 You know what? I'm not 1365 00:58:18,567 --> 00:58:20,167 doing this through a bathroom door. 1366 00:58:32,834 --> 00:58:34,901 [door unlocks] 1367 00:58:48,167 --> 00:58:50,501 Okay, listen. I didn't mean to snap at you. 1368 00:58:52,334 --> 00:58:54,176 I mean, we were literally just resolving things, 1369 00:58:54,200 --> 00:58:55,877 and then I go and put all this pressure on you 1370 00:58:55,901 --> 00:58:57,567 by saying that I love you. 1371 00:58:58,767 --> 00:59:00,400 It's just that I really... It's nothing. 1372 00:59:02,334 --> 00:59:03,334 It's nothing? 1373 00:59:05,734 --> 00:59:08,243 You know what? I don't even know why I'm apologizing. 1374 00:59:08,267 --> 00:59:10,300 I'm acting like I did something wrong. 1375 00:59:11,300 --> 00:59:12,810 You know... I think things 1376 00:59:12,834 --> 00:59:14,810 have been pretty amazing between us. 1377 00:59:14,834 --> 00:59:16,143 And you've pretty much led me to believe 1378 00:59:16,167 --> 00:59:18,477 that you feel the same way. 1379 00:59:18,501 --> 00:59:20,810 So it's only natural for our relationship 1380 00:59:20,834 --> 00:59:22,643 to progress to this level. 1381 00:59:22,667 --> 00:59:24,477 Right? 1382 00:59:24,501 --> 00:59:26,343 You can't seem to handle that, Trevor, 1383 00:59:26,367 --> 00:59:28,944 which is exactly what I was talking about at your party. 1384 00:59:28,968 --> 00:59:30,543 [sigh] So tell me. 1385 00:59:30,567 --> 00:59:32,501 What the hell am I apologizing for? 1386 00:59:35,501 --> 00:59:36,601 Wow, Trev. 1387 00:59:38,667 --> 00:59:40,477 Thanks for clarifying. Hey, don't. 1388 00:59:40,501 --> 00:59:41,976 Look, don't do that. 1389 00:59:42,000 --> 00:59:43,743 I just don't know what to say. 1390 00:59:43,767 --> 00:59:45,276 Well, please try and think of something 1391 00:59:45,300 --> 00:59:47,276 because I can't keep filling in the blanks for you! 1392 00:59:47,300 --> 00:59:48,734 Okay, you're wrong! What? 1393 00:59:49,767 --> 00:59:51,477 Not about how youfeel. Okay? 1394 00:59:51,501 --> 00:59:53,276 About how I feel. 1395 00:59:53,300 --> 00:59:55,076 I just... 1396 00:59:55,100 --> 00:59:56,434 I want to do this the right way. 1397 01:00:10,501 --> 01:00:12,501 I guess I just have to accept that. 1398 01:00:21,334 --> 01:00:23,067 Sorry about what I said. 1399 01:00:27,834 --> 01:00:28,810 [Ephram sighs heavily] 1400 01:00:28,834 --> 01:00:30,501 Yeah, but you meant it. 1401 01:00:35,734 --> 01:00:38,143 And in a... 1402 01:00:38,167 --> 01:00:39,734 fucked up sort of way... 1403 01:00:41,033 --> 01:00:42,334 it's pretty romantic. 1404 01:00:44,334 --> 01:00:45,567 All right. 1405 01:00:46,834 --> 01:00:47,868 Seriously. 1406 01:00:51,501 --> 01:00:52,501 Seriously. 1407 01:01:05,167 --> 01:01:06,400 [Ephram sighs heavily] 1408 01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:11,643 [Ephram] I don't get you. 1409 01:01:11,667 --> 01:01:13,143 You said you don't know how I feel, 1410 01:01:13,167 --> 01:01:15,067 so I'm just trying to clarify. 1411 01:01:45,234 --> 01:01:46,434 [sigh] 1412 01:01:50,334 --> 01:01:52,200 I can't do this right now. 1413 01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:55,000 [sigh] 1414 01:02:01,667 --> 01:02:03,234 Could you get off me? 1415 01:02:04,234 --> 01:02:05,267 Please? 1416 01:02:06,267 --> 01:02:07,300 [sigh] 1417 01:02:09,667 --> 01:02:11,667 ♪♪ [instrumental] 1418 01:02:15,834 --> 01:02:16,934 [sigh] 1419 01:02:33,501 --> 01:02:36,334 ♪ I have no place to go ♪ 1420 01:02:37,701 --> 01:02:40,343 ♪ And nothing to show ♪ 1421 01:02:40,367 --> 01:02:43,467 ♪ For the places I've been ♪ 1422 01:02:44,701 --> 01:02:45,976 ♪ And everywhere I go ♪ 1423 01:02:46,000 --> 01:02:48,501 ♪ It's there I am again ♪ 1424 01:02:50,501 --> 01:02:52,310 ♪ Sure 'nuf, sure 'nuf ♪ 1425 01:02:52,334 --> 01:02:54,067 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 1426 01:03:01,834 --> 01:03:05,310 ♪ Yeah, it's easy to run ♪ 1427 01:03:05,334 --> 01:03:08,109 ♪ From the sum of yourself ♪ 1428 01:03:08,133 --> 01:03:11,067 ♪ When what you add up to ♪ 1429 01:03:12,567 --> 01:03:15,877 ♪ Is someone else ♪ 1430 01:03:15,901 --> 01:03:19,009 ♪ So roll the dice ♪ 1431 01:03:19,033 --> 01:03:20,243 ♪ One more time ♪ 1432 01:03:20,267 --> 01:03:22,000 ♪ For me tonight ♪ 1433 01:03:24,167 --> 01:03:26,310 ♪ Maybe if you just stay ♪ 1434 01:03:26,334 --> 01:03:27,410 ♪ Everything ♪ 1435 01:03:27,434 --> 01:03:29,777 ♪ Will be all ♪ 1436 01:03:29,801 --> 01:03:33,167 ♪ Ri-i-i-ight ♪ 1437 01:03:37,367 --> 01:03:39,443 So, for my last song, [applause] 1438 01:03:39,467 --> 01:03:41,443 I'd like to play something a little different. [applause] 1439 01:03:41,467 --> 01:03:44,343 And by different, I mean that this one is mildly uplifting. 1440 01:03:44,367 --> 01:03:47,510 [chuckles] Uh, this is for my friend. 1441 01:03:47,534 --> 01:03:50,643 It's to let him know that I think he's doing the right thing. 1442 01:03:50,667 --> 01:03:55,567 ♪ ♪ 1443 01:04:00,367 --> 01:04:02,976 ♪ We're just across the table ♪ 1444 01:04:03,000 --> 01:04:05,176 ♪ But we're worlds apart ♪ 1445 01:04:05,200 --> 01:04:07,944 ♪ Lookin' back now, it's clear ♪ 1446 01:04:07,968 --> 01:04:10,376 ♪ That we weren't so smart ♪ 1447 01:04:10,400 --> 01:04:13,243 ♪ But you found a lover ♪ 1448 01:04:13,267 --> 01:04:15,477 ♪ Inside this fighter ♪ 1449 01:04:15,501 --> 01:04:17,310 ♪ And we found God ♪ 1450 01:04:17,334 --> 01:04:20,743 ♪ Inside a kick-ass one-nighter ♪ 1451 01:04:20,767 --> 01:04:22,834 ♪ ♪ 1452 01:04:29,734 --> 01:04:33,076 ♪ But that was long ago ♪ 1453 01:04:33,100 --> 01:04:35,643 ♪ And I owe you money but ♪ 1454 01:04:35,667 --> 01:04:38,477 ♪ Business is slow ♪ 1455 01:04:38,501 --> 01:04:40,210 ♪ Sounds kind of funny ♪ 1456 01:04:40,234 --> 01:04:43,543 ♪ Hey, there you go ♪ 1457 01:04:43,567 --> 01:04:44,944 ♪ Calling me honey ♪ 1458 01:04:44,968 --> 01:04:47,567 ♪ Though I think you know ♪ 1459 01:04:48,701 --> 01:04:51,910 ♪ You'll never see me again ♪ 1460 01:04:51,934 --> 01:04:55,076 ♪ In the same old house ♪ 1461 01:04:55,100 --> 01:04:56,076 ♪ Two different ♪ 1462 01:04:56,100 --> 01:04:57,343 ♪ People ♪ 1463 01:04:57,367 --> 01:04:59,844 ♪ Seeing drops of blood ♪ 1464 01:04:59,868 --> 01:05:02,976 ♪ Still laid the path ♪ 1465 01:05:03,000 --> 01:05:04,777 ♪ To what used to be us ♪ 1466 01:05:04,801 --> 01:05:08,109 ♪ Hanging in the hallway now ♪ 1467 01:05:08,133 --> 01:05:09,944 ♪ Just shreds of paper ♪ 1468 01:05:09,968 --> 01:05:17,968 ♪ And shards of glass ♪ 1469 01:05:25,834 --> 01:05:26,976 ♪ When you burst ♪ 1470 01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:28,844 ♪ Through the gate ♪ 1471 01:05:28,868 --> 01:05:31,276 ♪ I stood up straight ♪ 1472 01:05:31,300 --> 01:05:34,243 ♪ You poured some wine ♪ 1473 01:05:34,267 --> 01:05:37,143 ♪ I drank yours and mine ♪ 1474 01:05:37,167 --> 01:05:39,143 ♪ You took my breath ♪ 1475 01:05:39,167 --> 01:05:42,176 ♪ And tied up my tongue ♪ 1476 01:05:42,200 --> 01:05:45,076 ♪ Yeah, you were the one ♪ 1477 01:05:45,100 --> 01:05:47,844 ♪ To lower my gun ♪ 1478 01:05:47,868 --> 01:05:50,477 ♪ You were the one ♪ 1479 01:05:50,501 --> 01:05:52,910 ♪ To lower my gun ♪ 1480 01:05:52,934 --> 01:05:54,410 ♪ You were the ♪ 1481 01:05:54,434 --> 01:05:58,376 ♪ One ♪ 1482 01:05:58,400 --> 01:05:59,610 ♪ To lower my ♪ 1483 01:05:59,634 --> 01:06:07,634 ♪ Gun ♪ 1484 01:06:09,000 --> 01:06:11,877 ♪ But that was long ago ♪ 1485 01:06:11,901 --> 01:06:14,210 ♪ And I owe you money ♪ 1486 01:06:14,234 --> 01:06:16,877 ♪ But business is slow ♪ 1487 01:06:16,901 --> 01:06:18,743 ♪ Sounds kind of funny ♪ 1488 01:06:18,767 --> 01:06:22,210 ♪ Yea, there you go ♪ 1489 01:06:22,234 --> 01:06:23,443 ♪ Calling me honey ♪ 1490 01:06:23,467 --> 01:06:26,477 ♪ Though I think you know ♪ 1491 01:06:26,501 --> 01:06:28,210 ♪ You'll never see me ♪ 1492 01:06:28,234 --> 01:06:32,276 ♪ Again ♪ 1493 01:06:32,300 --> 01:06:34,300 [distant chatter] 1494 01:06:42,501 --> 01:06:46,701 [scream of rage] 1495 01:06:49,534 --> 01:06:52,534 ♪♪ [song intro] 1496 01:07:02,000 --> 01:07:04,443 ♪ I close my eyes ♪ 1497 01:07:04,467 --> 01:07:08,810 ♪ And breathe in deep ♪ 1498 01:07:08,834 --> 01:07:11,310 ♪ I take a sigh ♪ 1499 01:07:11,334 --> 01:07:15,343 ♪ 'Cause I can't sleep ♪ 1500 01:07:15,367 --> 01:07:18,143 ♪ A dozen times in my mind ♪ 1501 01:07:18,167 --> 01:07:22,477 ♪ I've said goodbye ♪ 1502 01:07:22,501 --> 01:07:25,109 ♪ Conversations in my head ♪ 1503 01:07:25,133 --> 01:07:28,577 ♪ Of words unsaid ♪ 1504 01:07:28,601 --> 01:07:31,910 ♪ But you won't disappear ♪ 1505 01:07:31,934 --> 01:07:35,577 ♪ Like you're supposed to ♪ 1506 01:07:35,601 --> 01:07:38,743 ♪ You're much too sincere ♪ 1507 01:07:38,767 --> 01:07:42,677 ♪ To let me let go of you ♪ 1508 01:07:42,701 --> 01:07:46,877 ♪ When I try to walk away ♪ 1509 01:07:46,901 --> 01:07:49,477 ♪ You hold me ♪ 1510 01:07:49,501 --> 01:07:55,477 ♪ I'm far too deep ♪ 1511 01:07:55,501 --> 01:07:59,310 ♪ And you won't listen, dear ♪ 1512 01:07:59,334 --> 01:08:03,143 ♪ To what they tell you ♪ 1513 01:08:03,167 --> 01:08:06,043 ♪ There's something missing here ♪ 1514 01:08:06,067 --> 01:08:09,944 ♪ Because I know you ♪ 1515 01:08:09,968 --> 01:08:14,176 ♪ When I try to turn away ♪ 1516 01:08:14,200 --> 01:08:16,910 ♪ You will touch me ♪ 1517 01:08:16,934 --> 01:08:22,910 ♪ I'm far too deep ♪ 1518 01:08:22,934 --> 01:08:30,477 ♪ I'm far too deep ♪ 1519 01:08:30,501 --> 01:08:36,267 ♪ I'm far too deep ♪ 1520 01:08:37,300 --> 01:08:42,701 ♪ You can't help me ♪ 1521 01:08:43,968 --> 01:08:45,334 Whatcha readin'? 1522 01:08:46,834 --> 01:08:48,477 An article about the learning habits 1523 01:08:48,501 --> 01:08:50,667 of macaques versus humans. 1524 01:08:52,334 --> 01:08:54,109 They're monkeys, the macaques. 1525 01:08:54,133 --> 01:08:55,267 Ooh. 1526 01:08:58,467 --> 01:09:00,067 So tell me. 1527 01:09:01,934 --> 01:09:02,934 Yes? 1528 01:09:03,934 --> 01:09:05,810 What are your thoughts on New York? 1529 01:09:05,834 --> 01:09:07,243 What are you getting at? 1530 01:09:07,267 --> 01:09:09,343 I think we should go there. 1531 01:09:09,367 --> 01:09:11,567 Okay, yeah. Sure. 1532 01:09:12,801 --> 01:09:15,276 I was thinking sooner rather than later. 1533 01:09:15,300 --> 01:09:17,343 I'd have to see if I could get my shifts changed. 1534 01:09:17,367 --> 01:09:18,400 Trevor. 1535 01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:21,176 I know this is bad timing. 1536 01:09:21,200 --> 01:09:23,534 Or maybe it's perfect timing. I don't know. But... 1537 01:09:25,667 --> 01:09:28,043 I got offered the position in New York. 1538 01:09:28,067 --> 01:09:29,410 They want me to start in two weeks. 1539 01:09:29,434 --> 01:09:30,934 And I mean, this hospital... 1540 01:09:32,167 --> 01:09:33,477 Yeah, I know. 1541 01:09:33,501 --> 01:09:35,477 It'd be such a great opportunity for me. 1542 01:09:35,501 --> 01:09:37,434 And it'd be closer to my parents, and... 1543 01:09:38,434 --> 01:09:40,443 Trevor. I know 1544 01:09:40,467 --> 01:09:42,410 this might not seem like the best thing right now, 1545 01:09:42,434 --> 01:09:43,976 but I really feel... No. it... 1546 01:09:44,000 --> 01:09:45,643 sounds great. 1547 01:09:45,667 --> 01:09:47,501 I mean, it's good news. Right? 1548 01:09:49,801 --> 01:09:52,000 But I'll only take the job if you come with me. 1549 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:55,643 [Andie] He what? 1550 01:09:55,667 --> 01:09:57,210 He asked me to go with him. 1551 01:09:57,234 --> 01:09:58,610 You mean, like, drive with him, 1552 01:09:58,634 --> 01:10:00,877 help him get settled. All that stuff. 1553 01:10:00,901 --> 01:10:02,710 Well, yeah, but, I mean... 1554 01:10:02,734 --> 01:10:04,743 ultimately, he wants me to move to New York. 1555 01:10:04,767 --> 01:10:05,834 I can't breathe. 1556 01:10:06,834 --> 01:10:08,310 Are my lips blue? 1557 01:10:08,334 --> 01:10:09,577 What? No. 1558 01:10:09,601 --> 01:10:12,067 'Cause these blue lollypops always do that. 1559 01:10:13,667 --> 01:10:15,627 What do you mean, he wants you to move to New York? 1560 01:10:16,834 --> 01:10:18,176 Do I have to answer that somehow? 1561 01:10:18,200 --> 01:10:20,076 I mean, you can't just pick up and move to New York. 1562 01:10:20,100 --> 01:10:21,976 Just because Ephram got some position 1563 01:10:22,000 --> 01:10:23,210 doesn't mean he can expect you 1564 01:10:23,234 --> 01:10:24,743 to follow him anywhere and everywhere. 1565 01:10:24,767 --> 01:10:26,543 He didn't ask me to follow him anywhere. 1566 01:10:26,567 --> 01:10:28,376 Or everywhere, for that matter. 1567 01:10:28,400 --> 01:10:30,477 Just to New York. 1568 01:10:30,501 --> 01:10:32,577 Well, Jake's right. You can't just... 1569 01:10:32,601 --> 01:10:34,610 leave everything behind in L.A. 1570 01:10:34,634 --> 01:10:36,009 I mean, you have a life, too. 1571 01:10:36,033 --> 01:10:37,577 Really? If you haven't noticed, 1572 01:10:37,601 --> 01:10:39,143 I don't have much going on here. 1573 01:10:39,167 --> 01:10:40,643 Andie, wreck the car. 1574 01:10:40,667 --> 01:10:43,610 Trevor, you haven't even known this guy that long. 1575 01:10:43,634 --> 01:10:46,043 Now you're just gonna move to New York with him? 1576 01:10:46,067 --> 01:10:47,743 "This guy?" Andie, 1577 01:10:47,767 --> 01:10:49,844 Ephram and I have been dating for months. Okay? 1578 01:10:49,868 --> 01:10:52,143 And he's not just some guy. 1579 01:10:52,167 --> 01:10:54,710 He's been through so much with Darrell and me. 1580 01:10:54,734 --> 01:10:56,976 Well, yeah, but now Darrell's dead. 1581 01:10:57,000 --> 01:10:59,043 So don't you think conveniently moving to New York 1582 01:10:59,067 --> 01:11:00,477 is a little like running away? 1583 01:11:00,501 --> 01:11:01,543 Andie, come on. 1584 01:11:01,567 --> 01:11:03,810 [sirens] 1585 01:11:03,834 --> 01:11:06,310 I never said that I was going with him. Okay? 1586 01:11:06,334 --> 01:11:08,543 Just telling you guys that he asked. 1587 01:11:08,567 --> 01:11:11,976 Ephram asking me to move brings up a very good point. 1588 01:11:12,000 --> 01:11:13,810 Heeven said it. 1589 01:11:13,834 --> 01:11:15,276 I don't have much going on here... 1590 01:11:15,300 --> 01:11:18,877 No career, no family besides you guys. 1591 01:11:18,901 --> 01:11:20,976 Basically, when it comes to L.A., 1592 01:11:21,000 --> 01:11:22,810 I'm not even on the map. 1593 01:11:22,834 --> 01:11:24,334 He said that about you? 1594 01:11:25,334 --> 01:11:27,143 Well... just that I don't have 1595 01:11:27,167 --> 01:11:28,477 a career holding me back. 1596 01:11:28,501 --> 01:11:30,944 I kind of added the rest for effect. 1597 01:11:30,968 --> 01:11:32,577 But it's true. I mean... 1598 01:11:32,601 --> 01:11:34,043 you know it is. 1599 01:11:34,067 --> 01:11:35,300 [Andie] All right. 1600 01:11:36,501 --> 01:11:38,243 You're right. 1601 01:11:38,267 --> 01:11:39,434 Okay. 1602 01:11:43,501 --> 01:11:45,043 You know it's really cold there, right, 1603 01:11:45,067 --> 01:11:47,310 like, in the winter. [Andie chuckles] 1604 01:11:47,334 --> 01:11:48,934 Oh, my God. [chuckles] 1605 01:11:57,968 --> 01:11:59,801 [soft knock] 1606 01:12:04,000 --> 01:12:06,210 Hey, Trev, can I talk to you about something? 1607 01:12:06,234 --> 01:12:08,810 No. I'm really busy here. 1608 01:12:08,834 --> 01:12:10,334 Of course. Come on in. 1609 01:12:12,000 --> 01:12:13,643 [sigh] 1610 01:12:13,667 --> 01:12:15,167 Andie, what's wrong? 1611 01:12:16,601 --> 01:12:18,877 You know what? I shouldn't even be doing this right now. 1612 01:12:18,901 --> 01:12:21,810 I... It's not fair to you. [sigh] 1613 01:12:21,834 --> 01:12:23,367 Shut up. What is it? 1614 01:12:30,334 --> 01:12:31,334 [sigh] 1615 01:12:33,334 --> 01:12:34,334 Um... 1616 01:12:37,667 --> 01:12:39,601 I don't even know how to say this. 1617 01:12:42,834 --> 01:12:43,834 Oh, God. 1618 01:12:47,501 --> 01:12:48,501 I... 1619 01:12:49,501 --> 01:12:51,410 tested positive for HIV 1620 01:12:51,434 --> 01:12:54,033 when, uh... I went to the clinic with you guys. 1621 01:12:55,300 --> 01:12:57,210 I'm HIV-positive. 1622 01:12:57,234 --> 01:12:58,801 [tearful sigh] 1623 01:13:00,167 --> 01:13:01,643 Uh, I mean, I... 1624 01:13:01,667 --> 01:13:03,567 That doesn't make sense. 1625 01:13:04,734 --> 01:13:05,976 How could... 1626 01:13:06,000 --> 01:13:07,976 Like, how could you get it? 1627 01:13:08,000 --> 01:13:09,000 From who? 1628 01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:11,868 [snickers] There was this guy. 1629 01:13:12,868 --> 01:13:14,076 What guy, Andie? 1630 01:13:14,100 --> 01:13:16,310 Just some guy. 1631 01:13:16,334 --> 01:13:18,310 I got really drunk and... 1632 01:13:18,334 --> 01:13:19,934 slept with someone. 1633 01:13:21,167 --> 01:13:24,477 And I don't even fucking remember it. 1634 01:13:24,501 --> 01:13:25,501 [sobbing] 1635 01:13:26,834 --> 01:13:27,810 And I guess... 1636 01:13:27,834 --> 01:13:29,343 [breathes tearfully] 1637 01:13:29,367 --> 01:13:31,167 He didn't wear a condom, or... 1638 01:13:32,367 --> 01:13:33,634 maybe it broke. 1639 01:13:35,834 --> 01:13:37,334 [tearfully] I don't know. 1640 01:13:38,501 --> 01:13:40,677 [sobbing] Why don't I know? 1641 01:13:40,701 --> 01:13:41,834 [sobs] 1642 01:13:42,834 --> 01:13:45,000 [sobs] 1643 01:13:47,667 --> 01:13:49,610 [sobbing] You can't leave, Trevor. 1644 01:13:49,634 --> 01:13:50,701 Andie. 1645 01:13:55,767 --> 01:13:58,234 [Andie crying] 1646 01:14:04,734 --> 01:14:07,901 [both screaming] 1647 01:14:25,167 --> 01:14:27,610 That has to be the best stir fry I've ever had. 1648 01:14:27,634 --> 01:14:30,777 You think anything you put in your mouth is amazing. 1649 01:14:30,801 --> 01:14:31,777 Shut up. 1650 01:14:31,801 --> 01:14:33,334 [both chuckle] 1651 01:14:34,501 --> 01:14:35,501 Thanks, though. 1652 01:14:36,501 --> 01:14:37,543 Seriously. Except my mouth 1653 01:14:37,567 --> 01:14:39,643 is kind of on fire. 1654 01:14:39,667 --> 01:14:41,577 Oh... yeah. 1655 01:14:41,601 --> 01:14:44,043 Sorry. I forgot to tell you. 1656 01:14:44,067 --> 01:14:46,777 I made that for a real man. 1657 01:14:46,801 --> 01:14:49,334 I think you know I'm a real man. 1658 01:14:50,667 --> 01:14:51,643 Oh... [chuckles] 1659 01:14:51,667 --> 01:14:52,643 [both laugh] 1660 01:14:52,667 --> 01:14:53,667 [chuckles] 1661 01:14:54,701 --> 01:14:57,167 Hey, Trevor... 1662 01:14:59,334 --> 01:15:00,777 Can I be frank? 1663 01:15:00,801 --> 01:15:02,143 Who am I gonna be, though? 1664 01:15:02,167 --> 01:15:03,677 Ooh, can I be Walter? 1665 01:15:03,701 --> 01:15:04,677 Trevor. 1666 01:15:04,701 --> 01:15:05,677 Sorry. 1667 01:15:05,701 --> 01:15:07,076 Really, Walter? 1668 01:15:07,100 --> 01:15:08,810 Yeah. I don't know. 1669 01:15:08,834 --> 01:15:09,810 Not so much. 1670 01:15:09,834 --> 01:15:11,643 [both chuckle] 1671 01:15:11,667 --> 01:15:13,710 Go ahead. Be frank. 1672 01:15:13,734 --> 01:15:16,376 Damn it. I should've said I'd be Bean. 1673 01:15:16,400 --> 01:15:17,976 Frankie Bean. 1674 01:15:18,000 --> 01:15:19,367 Are you done? 1675 01:15:20,367 --> 01:15:21,976 Sorry. 1676 01:15:22,000 --> 01:15:24,610 Please proceed. 1677 01:15:24,634 --> 01:15:26,143 Seriously. 1678 01:15:26,167 --> 01:15:27,667 For real, now. 1679 01:15:30,000 --> 01:15:30,976 About New York. 1680 01:15:31,000 --> 01:15:32,043 I'm not trying 1681 01:15:32,067 --> 01:15:34,167 to put pressure on you in any way. 1682 01:15:35,834 --> 01:15:37,577 I want to make sure we're on the same page. 1683 01:15:37,601 --> 01:15:38,976 What number? Damn it, Trevor. 1684 01:15:39,000 --> 01:15:39,976 Please. 1685 01:15:40,000 --> 01:15:41,810 I'm really sorry. I... 1686 01:15:41,834 --> 01:15:43,634 I'm blaming the wine. I don't know. 1687 01:15:46,801 --> 01:15:48,133 I'll be serious. 1688 01:15:49,133 --> 01:15:50,167 Honest. 1689 01:15:51,167 --> 01:15:52,634 This is the thing. 1690 01:15:53,634 --> 01:15:54,810 I need you to understand 1691 01:15:54,834 --> 01:15:56,076 that I didn't just ask you to come 1692 01:15:56,100 --> 01:15:58,334 to New York with me on some sort of whim. 1693 01:16:00,334 --> 01:16:02,910 The truth is that before they even offered me the position, 1694 01:16:02,934 --> 01:16:04,910 I was already considering what the rest of my life 1695 01:16:04,934 --> 01:16:07,443 would be like with you. 1696 01:16:07,467 --> 01:16:09,501 So when New York came up. 1697 01:16:11,667 --> 01:16:13,167 There wasn't a question. 1698 01:16:14,501 --> 01:16:16,934 I just couldn't picture myself there without you. 1699 01:16:19,667 --> 01:16:22,443 I can't picture me without you. 1700 01:16:22,467 --> 01:16:23,767 [both chuckle] 1701 01:16:25,000 --> 01:16:27,143 But, Ephram... 1702 01:16:27,167 --> 01:16:28,467 hypothetically, 1703 01:16:29,667 --> 01:16:31,501 if I were to decide not to go, 1704 01:16:32,501 --> 01:16:34,434 you can't stay here for me. 1705 01:16:39,167 --> 01:16:40,167 I know. 1706 01:16:44,000 --> 01:16:45,610 I've already decided to take the job. 1707 01:16:45,634 --> 01:16:48,667 And I want nothing more than for you to come with me. 1708 01:16:49,868 --> 01:16:51,343 But I'm honestly not trying to tell you 1709 01:16:51,367 --> 01:16:53,000 how to make your decision. I just, 1710 01:16:56,334 --> 01:16:58,143 I didn't want you thinking that my decision 1711 01:16:58,167 --> 01:16:59,910 to ask you to come... 1712 01:16:59,934 --> 01:17:01,543 wasn't a sound one. 1713 01:17:01,567 --> 01:17:02,601 [chuckles] 1714 01:17:06,667 --> 01:17:08,334 I want you with me. 1715 01:17:16,334 --> 01:17:17,667 You know I love you. 1716 01:17:31,667 --> 01:17:33,343 [multiple kisses] 1717 01:17:33,367 --> 01:17:34,443 [both chuckle] 1718 01:17:34,467 --> 01:17:36,667 [indistinct chatter] 1719 01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:42,477 [laughter, chatter] 1720 01:17:42,501 --> 01:17:43,810 [Trevor, narrating] It's this feeling like 1721 01:17:43,834 --> 01:17:46,310 life's just happening... 1722 01:17:46,334 --> 01:17:48,510 to you... 1723 01:17:48,534 --> 01:17:50,934 as if you're not really part of what's going on. 1724 01:17:56,501 --> 01:17:57,810 We're constantly dreaming up 1725 01:17:57,834 --> 01:18:01,176 different realities for ourselves, but... 1726 01:18:01,200 --> 01:18:02,477 what happens when the reality 1727 01:18:02,501 --> 01:18:05,243 seems more like a dream than anything? 1728 01:18:05,267 --> 01:18:08,643 You watch yourself living... 1729 01:18:08,667 --> 01:18:11,143 and it's like you're helpless. 1730 01:18:11,167 --> 01:18:13,000 You can't do anything to change it. 1731 01:18:16,467 --> 01:18:18,543 [chatter, laughter] 1732 01:18:18,567 --> 01:18:21,009 And even knowing that you're not alone in this feeling 1733 01:18:21,033 --> 01:18:23,477 is no consolation at all. 1734 01:18:23,501 --> 01:18:25,677 The fact remains... 1735 01:18:25,701 --> 01:18:28,667 it's just no good sleepwalking through life. 1736 01:18:39,167 --> 01:18:42,143 Hey, what happened? Are you in trouble? 1737 01:18:42,167 --> 01:18:43,910 No. I quit. 1738 01:18:43,934 --> 01:18:45,667 Dude, no way. 1739 01:18:47,167 --> 01:18:48,167 Way. 1740 01:18:49,834 --> 01:18:52,310 As a child, I always regarded 1741 01:18:52,334 --> 01:18:54,643 riding in the car as this sort of... 1742 01:18:54,667 --> 01:18:57,443 emotional experience. 1743 01:18:57,467 --> 01:18:59,210 My father and I never really got along, 1744 01:18:59,234 --> 01:19:03,143 so when he would pick me up from somewhere to take me home, 1745 01:19:03,167 --> 01:19:04,577 I always felt like he was taking me 1746 01:19:04,601 --> 01:19:06,834 away from the places I'd rather be. 1747 01:19:08,834 --> 01:19:10,643 It was as if I was somehow being forced 1748 01:19:10,667 --> 01:19:12,976 to leave something behind... 1749 01:19:13,000 --> 01:19:14,601 a part of myself, maybe. 1750 01:19:17,667 --> 01:19:20,143 I would spend the entire car ride home 1751 01:19:20,167 --> 01:19:22,376 turned around in the backseat, 1752 01:19:22,400 --> 01:19:25,167 watching my happiness disappear into the distance. 1753 01:19:28,200 --> 01:19:30,000 I should probably get out of the car, huh? 1754 01:19:32,667 --> 01:19:34,243 Thanks, guys. 1755 01:19:34,267 --> 01:19:35,976 I just... 1756 01:19:36,000 --> 01:19:37,267 sort of... [chuckles] 1757 01:19:38,267 --> 01:19:39,910 You know. Well, I... 1758 01:19:39,934 --> 01:19:41,601 I needed to, uh... Of course. 1759 01:19:43,567 --> 01:19:45,643 Go get 'em, tiger. 1760 01:19:45,667 --> 01:19:46,801 [chuckles] 1761 01:19:48,000 --> 01:19:49,643 This isn't really a time for that phrase, 1762 01:19:49,667 --> 01:19:50,643 is it? 1763 01:19:50,667 --> 01:19:52,334 No, Jake. It's not. 1764 01:19:54,000 --> 01:19:54,976 [chuckles] 1765 01:19:55,000 --> 01:19:55,976 [chuckles] 1766 01:19:56,000 --> 01:19:57,143 [chuckling] 1767 01:19:57,167 --> 01:19:58,501 I hate you guys. 1768 01:20:00,834 --> 01:20:02,434 [laughs] 1769 01:20:25,000 --> 01:20:26,000 Hey. 1770 01:20:30,834 --> 01:20:32,100 Hey, yourself. 1771 01:20:36,834 --> 01:20:37,901 I, um... 1772 01:20:43,667 --> 01:20:44,643 Come here. 1773 01:20:44,667 --> 01:20:46,000 [takes emotional breath] 1774 01:20:53,167 --> 01:20:54,477 Do you hate me? 1775 01:20:54,501 --> 01:20:56,643 What? For being late? 1776 01:20:56,667 --> 01:20:57,643 Of course not. 1777 01:20:57,667 --> 01:20:59,000 Shut up. [chuckles] 1778 01:21:00,834 --> 01:21:02,844 I could never hate you. 1779 01:21:02,868 --> 01:21:04,267 Not for anything. 1780 01:21:06,834 --> 01:21:08,167 It's just... Hey. 1781 01:21:11,834 --> 01:21:13,076 What we're doing is good. 1782 01:21:13,100 --> 01:21:14,234 I know it. 1783 01:21:17,667 --> 01:21:20,143 As hard as this is to do, I... 1784 01:21:20,167 --> 01:21:21,667 I know it's right. 1785 01:21:23,534 --> 01:21:25,667 Isn't that supposed to make it easier? 1786 01:21:27,501 --> 01:21:30,976 The best decisions are never easy. 1787 01:21:31,000 --> 01:21:32,501 But it'll get easier. 1788 01:21:34,033 --> 01:21:35,033 Eventually. 1789 01:21:37,467 --> 01:21:38,467 It has to. 1790 01:21:50,167 --> 01:21:51,901 I love you so much. 1791 01:21:53,334 --> 01:21:55,501 [chuckles] Then we can... No. 1792 01:21:57,000 --> 01:21:59,801 I just need you to know that. Okay? 1793 01:22:03,334 --> 01:22:04,400 Okay. 1794 01:22:14,834 --> 01:22:16,234 [sighs heavily] 1795 01:22:25,667 --> 01:22:27,009 It was all I could do to keep myself 1796 01:22:27,033 --> 01:22:28,976 from jumping out of the car. 1797 01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:31,777 If I could not longer be where I had been, 1798 01:22:31,801 --> 01:22:34,001 then at least I could turn my back on where I was headed. 1799 01:22:38,167 --> 01:22:40,643 It was like that for as long as I can remember. 1800 01:22:40,667 --> 01:22:43,667 Until one day, when my father finally said something about it. 1801 01:22:45,000 --> 01:22:47,777 He said, 'son, moving forward 1802 01:22:47,801 --> 01:22:50,334 doesn't always mean leaving something behind." 1803 01:22:55,067 --> 01:22:58,643 It's probably the most profound thing he's ever said. 1804 01:22:58,667 --> 01:23:01,167 Only it took me this long to finally hear him. 1805 01:23:04,334 --> 01:23:06,834 It was the same then as it is today. 1806 01:23:11,000 --> 01:23:13,810 I can't turn around anymore. 1807 01:23:13,834 --> 01:23:16,810 And for the first time in my life... 1808 01:23:16,834 --> 01:23:19,834 I finally feel like I'm looking in the right direction. 1809 01:23:41,534 --> 01:23:43,534 ♪♪ [song intro] 1810 01:24:06,334 --> 01:24:09,310 ♪ You walked in ♪ 1811 01:24:09,334 --> 01:24:12,643 ♪ To music and sat down ♪ 1812 01:24:12,667 --> 01:24:15,410 ♪ Digitally ♪ 1813 01:24:15,434 --> 01:24:17,376 ♪ A picture surround ♪ 1814 01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:21,376 ♪ Sound and flawless ♪ 1815 01:24:21,400 --> 01:24:23,109 ♪ With ♪ 1816 01:24:23,133 --> 01:24:26,901 ♪ Nothin' left out ♪ 1817 01:24:30,167 --> 01:24:33,310 ♪ I realize ♪ 1818 01:24:33,334 --> 01:24:39,310 ♪ Sophie Han paintings of starlight ♪ 1819 01:24:39,334 --> 01:24:45,143 ♪ They're very dusty from all sides ♪ 1820 01:24:45,167 --> 01:24:52,334 ♪ Looks like beach lighthouse designs ♪ 1821 01:24:55,334 --> 01:25:01,310 ♪ And I cannot remember ♪ 1822 01:25:01,334 --> 01:25:05,543 ♪ Nostalgic for your love ♪ 1823 01:25:05,567 --> 01:25:10,610 ♪ Because something lesser ♪ 1824 01:25:10,634 --> 01:25:16,477 ♪ Than existence ♪ 1825 01:25:16,501 --> 01:25:17,834 ♪ Oh ♪ 1826 01:25:19,167 --> 01:25:23,868 ♪ This condition is ♪ 1827 01:25:25,300 --> 01:25:30,210 ♪ Only meant again ♪ 1828 01:25:30,234 --> 01:25:32,643 ♪ All smiles ♪ 1829 01:25:32,667 --> 01:25:38,667 ♪ And no pain at all ♪ 1830 01:25:40,834 --> 01:25:44,477 ♪ And it's all time ♪ 1831 01:25:44,501 --> 01:25:47,210 ♪ Spent livin' right now ♪ 1832 01:25:47,234 --> 01:25:50,577 ♪ In free wine ♪ 1833 01:25:50,601 --> 01:25:52,976 ♪ Frozen two weeks ♪ 1834 01:25:53,000 --> 01:25:56,276 ♪ Through broken eyes ♪ 1835 01:25:56,300 --> 01:26:01,334 ♪ Cynical and vanished smile ♪ 1836 01:26:04,334 --> 01:26:07,976 ♪ Just the long days ♪ 1837 01:26:08,000 --> 01:26:10,810 ♪ When the sun sets and rises ♪ 1838 01:26:10,834 --> 01:26:14,210 ♪ The same weight ♪ 1839 01:26:14,234 --> 01:26:20,210 ♪ And out of and lost in the same maze ♪ 1840 01:26:20,234 --> 01:26:25,467 ♪ Happier just for a while ♪ 1841 01:26:28,667 --> 01:26:31,877 ♪ And our words ♪ 1842 01:26:31,901 --> 01:26:34,143 ♪ Nothing compared ♪ 1843 01:26:34,167 --> 01:26:37,643 ♪ To a midnight ♪ 1844 01:26:37,667 --> 01:26:43,643 ♪ When the last thing you did was relive it ♪ 1845 01:26:43,667 --> 01:26:47,076 ♪ And timing is everything ♪ 1846 01:26:47,100 --> 01:26:50,100 Closed-Captioned By J.R. 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